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Well I’m just trying to stay alive and not hate myself and my life right now… So fucking lonely… Don’t enjoy anything sometimes.

@OliverHancock  
We will miss you, unless you are back alive.

@FruityPWN  
I’m ready to protect the innocent with my life. Sic semper tyrannis.

@OliverHancock  
That would be a mistake on your end, Oliver.

If I EVER see a cop or anyone else beating an innocent, unarmed, peaceful person again, I WILL draw my weapon and make them stop immediately. They WILL be held accountable. They CAN’T and WON’T be allowed to get away with violence against the innocent anymore. I will show them what it means to live a life of sacrifice and civil service.

@FruityPWN  
Me too. I have no idea what I even posted here last that got removed.

I think I might have memory loss…

That is the last time I fuck with edibles…

My my, look at me, I shop at Barnes and Noble. I bet you don’t shop at Barnes and Noble. You don’t have a rebuttal with information from a book like I do. I’m so smart because I read things from smart people who write books. That means I’m an intellectual, and what I read is true, because it’s in a book, and I got the book at the place where smart people shop, and if you disagree with me that means you don’t know what you’re talking about, because it’s not what they said in the 220+ page long book that I read.

@OliverHancock  
It might have been related to the damn New Year festival, I think.
 
This festival is surging infection rate, see Japan and Thailand for examples of countries able to contain covid well before the fucking festival.
 
A “New Year Skeptic” like me can easily see and say this.

Getting a respiratory illness one standard Covid-19 incubation period after visiting the hospital and then insisting what you’ve contracted is a cold is like xXx_360NoCondom_xXx’ing a hooker and then insisting the reason your dick hurts later is because you sat on a dirty public toilet seat. Yeah, it’s possible, but you should probably follow Occam’s Razor first. For the love of God get tested people.
 
My sister’s boyfriend was already beginning to get on thin ice with me. I’m watching this guy like a fucking hawk.
 
Above statements related.

My desires are simple: Save up money, move to Canada, meet person I’ve wanted to meet for a while now, go to college, get dual citizenship later on.
 
I’m hopeful the border opens this year, if not, the next. I social distance, I wear the mask, but I need some hope at least this happens.

@Anonymous #747C  
You sir, sound like a wonderful person.
 
I mean that authentically. Let’s be realist misers together. ✌️

Travelling during this new year is a mess.
 
It depends on a country, yes, but some people are freaking stubborn about the celebration.
 
I always feel skeptical about the new year event, more than any other festivals…
 
And the risk of the infection helped lessen the liveliness, and my…  
Adding justification to lessen the celebration is good for me, bored of crowds.
 
Party animals are often super spreaders, marketers can be as well, and neighboring countries can promote infection as well. Especially during this shithead celebration, and shitty obligations almost always lead to fight against household members. The shitty obligations are why I heavily dislike new year event. But covid lessen the shit level, good riddance.
 
Still, I dislike shitty blind optimism the people almost always bring in new year (cough . new year resolution . cough . 2019 to 2020 . cough).
 
Don’t get me wrong, Christmas isn’t involved in this.

I’m completely exhausted from work. Yet they keep giving me the workload of two people. Fucking deadlines!

@Dave33333  
Lol, right on man. You got this. ✌️

Ok, welcome to the next chapter of me bitching about shit. I would leave the site but I still have reason in my PMs.
 
So, today, me and my dad are packing cause we’re moving cross country. And there’s the fucking toaster, nothing new, just a toaster. Until I look inside and see mouse shit… A lot of mouse shit.
 
I show this to my dad and he just jokes about it like it was nothing.
 
For the last few years of my life, without knowing at all, I put toast and pop tarts in there and consumed them.
 
Do you know how fucking disgusted I feel right now.
 
Yeah, and people wonder why I’M an asshole, you dickheads don’t know how I fucking live. And it’s not even my fault, I’m just a 18 year old high school senior trying to graduate with straight A’s.
 
I don’t deserve half the flock I’ve gotten for my past
 
At least if anyone tells me to eat shit, I can tell them I have, and they can go do it instead.

@Goku Black  
What about an Irish liqueur with egg nog? Tis the season after all.

I need whiskey!

I think what makes me even more mad is, this is a person who rules by fear in a way. And fucks with people psychologically. Honestly at first I thought it was bullshit, but really… It’s probably right. If someone can fuck with my head this bad, it’s both a testament to how much help I fucking need and how much of an asshole that person is to exploit it.
 
Imagine fucking bullying people into submission when they speak out of turn, or leaving a lasting impact on others, whether it was through ruining friendships or obvious mental scarring. I’ve been here 5 fucking years man…
 
I would tell my best friend about this shit, but considering it involves furry shit, it’s the one part of my life I refuse to delve into… So I can’t explain it perfectly to her… That really fucking sucks but there’s obvious reasons why I don’t.

@Dave33333  
I’m sorry. It’s gonna be okay.

Fucking hell, I think these asshole are still in my head, they got in my dreams. That wasn’t a fun nightmare. But in a way, it actually addressed me fears…
 
So this person, is a fucking suspicious asshole. And likes trying to get buddy-buddy with moderators with for protection (however, they actually hate her), and in my dream, I’m actually with evidence, pointing out something that person’s doing is wrong… For some reason, idfk why it’s a dream.
 
Concurrently, my discord and Furbooru account is terminated.
 
I don’t know, but. What the hell.
 
The only thing I can actually say is, that bitch did a fucking number to me mentally, and now it’s gotten up to my dreams. I’m pissed today.
 
I’m actually panicking a little. I just want them out of my fucking head… Fucking why… Why fucking me.

@Nightweaver20xx  
I feel you, but it’s not worth it. I hope you’re okay.

@Nightweaver20xx  
What did he done to you? You must be really mad at him right now.

I fucking hate my stepfather and I’m going to murder him tonight.