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Careful eating at McDonald’s if you live in the affected area. DM me if you get E. coli - I learned how to survive dysentery a few months back. Stay safe, cowpokes!

@Ciaran
Sorry, I wasn’t trying to blame anyone, just trying to spread the word. It’s not someone I actually know, just a strong hunch based on publicly available information. I’ll tell more about it at a better time

Sounds like you’re blaming us for it if something happens. But you’re the one with all the data. And it sounds like it’s someone you actually know. So take what you have to the police. Don’t vent about “no one else” doing anything when you’re not doing anything.

@Ciaran
Wouldn’t surprise me if the local police already know but, it’s not that simple. I live in CA, not FL, and this is a powerful and wealthy man I’m talking about. Another P Diddy, except he keeps being treated as though he is above the law. So all I really can do, is vent about it, and keep hope alive that the tides change on the situation

@StrangeKittenOfTheFabulousKilljoys
Don’t tell us. We can’t change what is happening in the USA. Tell the local police instead. They can do something.

@StrangeKittenOfTheFabulousKilljoys
I hope you get help soon.

I just want surgery. I just want this gone. I feel like crying. I’m so tired of being in pain every day. This isn’t a normal cyst and it’s clear now that it’s not just gonna burst and go away. Not for lack of trying - I went to so many OBGYN appointments just to get referred to a gynecological oncologist, only to be back to the “Let’s have you get an MRI” step. And the fact that he somehow didn’t have the results when last we spoke just makes me want to scream. It’s no wonder I’m in pain - OBGYN said it’s the size of a grapefruit with a lemon on top. God, that should have been a far more immediate call to action. It’s clear to me that I should get a hysterectomy at this point, just like it was clear to me that I was suffering from vitamin deficiencies long before it was confirmed that I had them.

Finally getting to untangle my root chakra and finally not being in constant pain would do a world of good for my mental health.

I hadn’t mentioned I’ve been in pain the past few months because I’ve been trying to be more positive, but fuck it. Because the pain just keeps getting worse.

Dad found his cat, someone killed it.

Today I learned about potential sex trafficking recruitment at… a palace, let’s say, in Palm Beach, FL. If it comes to pass that we have another P Diddy situation with this man, then well, I tried to tell you all. There’s a reason I hate him so much

Anime Banzai’s final convention is kinda depressing, TBH. It’s not as busy as it was in the past (possibly due to it initially being canceled before announcing its final con.)

At least there’s still Isekai in the spring and Salt Lake FanX next September.

I’m up at five in the morning when my Pitbull walks past my door looking at me sideways and lifts his chin, he just took a dump.

Pick it up!

I suffered hypertension, I felt like I was gonna freak out, couldn’t calm myself down from breathing, ended up barfing out my lunch in the bathroom, multiple times now. Felt my world was spinning with how intense my dizziness.

@FruityPWN
Never said they weren’t. Night terrors and the resulting sleep disruptions are absolutely awful, I hope you can get things sorted. So much of doing better for ourselves starts with rest and sleep.

@MoonOtter
For your information, these are real problems, thank you. Also, my tap water is inedible.

I can take it to DMs, that isn’t an issue…sorry.

@MoonOtter
Noted, I’ll try helping Fruity in DMs from now on, but, their dreams are real problems. Hence, why they vent about them here. Having night terrors and being unable to sleep as a result is a real problem. I’m trying to help them sleep, ya know? They seem like they’re always going through an awful lot, and I’ve yet to hear much else in the way of helpful solutions to their problems. I would assume they’ve already tried conventional things like antidepressants and melatonin and the like. Promise, I’m trying to help them, not hurt anyone. Sorry, though.

@StrangeKittenOfTheFabulousKilljoys
Please take your “demon” talk to the appropriate thread or do it in DMs. People are supposed to be able to vent about real problems here.

@𝕭𝖆𝖉𝖍𝖊𝖆𝖗𝖙
Mood.

Its crazy how much tap water can vary from place to place. Sometimes it tastes great, sometimes it’s borderline toxic.

I hate drinking tap water

R.I.P. kidneys.

@FruityPWN
Mm. Moloch again, to put things in simplest terms. I’ve learned a ton about him since I last mentioned him. Try to relax and not be so afraid, I don’t think that entity can actually hurt you. We’re estranged but he’s actually on my side. He’s been turned into a marketable plushie recently, too, if that helps >^_^<

@StrangeKittenOfTheFabulousKilljoys
It was dark and amorphous shaped and was quite relentless with trying to hold me hostage. It had some sort of face, presumably.

@FruityPWN
Are you certain the entity is indescribable? Is there more you can tell me about it?

Had multiple impressions of being held hostage by some sort of indescribable entity. Out of maybe a dozen, the last one was where I managed to run away, but I had to leave everything behind just as it was…very odd, kept me up every hour last night.

Methinks that GameFreak employee was simply lost in the mythology sauce.

Oh boy I love throwing up for no reason! Guess tonight’s experiment shall be can 432hz help heal my stomach

I forgot my head used to explode! Hasn’t happened for years now. For anyone who doesn’t know, it’s a harmless yet terrifying condition where you hear a realistic explosion, but it’s in your head and isn’t actually happening irl. I remember I once heard a super-realistic one right outside my room, asked my mom about it later, and she didn’t hear it, which is what lead to me researching the topic.

I read that it can be caused by PTSD. Interestingly, I do have PTSD, but not from war which is what you’d expect exploding head syndrome to come from, so I guess it can come from any form of PTSD. The fact that it’s been so long since it’s happened to me is probably a positive sign on my healing-from-PTSD journey, nya >^_^<

@𝕭𝖆𝖉𝖍𝖊𝖆𝖗𝖙
I believe this is also called Exploding Head Syndrome.

I hate auditory hallucinations

I’m falling asleep when I hear a loud blast of party music.