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I just want surgery. I just want this gone. I feel like crying. I'm so tired of being in pain every day. This isn't a normal cyst and it's clear now that it's not just gonna burst and go away. Not for lack of trying - I went to so many OBGYN appointments just to get referred to a gynecological oncologist, only to be back to the "Let's have you get an MRI" step. And the fact that he somehow didn't have the results when last we spoke just makes me want to scream. It's no wonder I'm in pain - OBGYN said it's the size of a grapefruit with a lemon on top. God, that should have been a far more immediate call to action. It's clear to me that I should get a hysterectomy at this point, just like it was clear to me that I was suffering from vitamin deficiencies long before it was confirmed that I had them.

Finally getting to untangle my root chakra and finally not being in constant pain would do a world of good for my mental health.

I hadn't mentioned I've been in pain the past few months because I've been trying to be more positive, but fuck it. Because the pain just keeps getting worse.

I just want surgery. I just want this gone. I feel like crying. I'm so tired of being in pain every day. This isn't a normal cyst and it's clear now that it's not just gonna burst and go away. Not for lack of trying - I went to so many OBGYN appointments just to get referred to a gynecological oncologist, only to be back to the "Let's have you get an MRI" step. And the fact that he somehow didn't have the results when last we spoke just makes me want to scream. It's no wonder I'm in pain - OBGYN said it's the size of a grapefruit with a lemon on top. God, that should have been a far more immediate call to action. It's clear to me that I should get a hysterectomy at this point, just like it was clear to me that I was suffering from vitamin deficiencies long before it was confirmed that I had them.

Finally getting to untangle my root chakra and finally not being in constant pain would do a world of good for my mental health.

I hadn't mentioned I've been in pain because I've been trying to be more positive, but fuck it. Because the pain just keeps getting worse.