Culture, Spirituality, and Personal Journeys Chat

Also, I hope I don’t upset anyone if I veer into TMI here and there - that’s how demons are, that’s how most spirituality is, that’s how The Bible itself is. I’ll try to keep things as PG-13 as I can.

And I mean, succubus is on my demons shortlist, after all. I also just happened upon a deities shortlist. I don’t know that I’ll end up doing write-ups for everyone, especially when some, such as Slime, are just for funnies and there’s not much to say about them. But I’ll probably do a lot of them, so strap in, lol ::3

I’ve had some small bumps on my face and now the ones by my eye got a tiny bit itchy. Spider? These are lasting too long to have been from a flea, and not agonizing enough to have been from a mosquito. Plus, a mosquito is not likely to have bitten me on my face. They tend to go for juicier areas.

Spiders, however, bite in self-defense. They don’t feed off of humans, unlike mosquitoes, and are an ally in my anti-mosquito war. I would have only gotten bit because the spider’s life was threatened and, judging by the fact that I have a bite on my forehead, seems the spider escaped >^_^< Another sign that the spider made it is, there wasn’t much, if any, venom, or I’d have likely had more of a reaction. Spiders know it is a waste of venom to use it on a human, so they dry bite if they can.

So thanks, Pazuzu. These dreams have been quite fascinating. Good signs for the future, and thanks again for the succubus, nya >^_^<

Demon #4: Hecate - The Great Umbra Witch and Cool Rich Aunt (or Mom)

Okay so, I understand now how I managed to invoke Hecate all those years ago. Her favourite food is garlic, which I had begun eating as a science experiment when I read that mosquitoes don’t like it. She also has power through music, and well, guess what I do when I go out for my walx? The iPod That Never Dies™️ always provides >^_^<

In terms of purrsonality, she’s basically your dorky-which-makes-her-cool aunt, as well as an avant-garde fashionista. Please excuse that this is from something political, I’m just not sure that words can really quite capture Hecate’s purrsonality, so if you still don’t get it, she’s like this. I really can’t stress enough how demons are really just big goobers deep down. I think they often appear to people in more threatening forms than they actually are, to keep up appearances. But I am able to see their true forms, and we’ll get into the whys and hows of these things with later entries.

Hecate is Bastet’s best friend and companion, and the two are likely the most powerful entities one can work with. Both have been close allies of mine for quite some time. I’ve had the friendliest of cats come and curl up on my lap when I’ve never petted them before - even one that was said to be shy around strangers. And the frequent crows and occasional raven against a powerful stillness in the air. Bastet is more cool-headed, while Hecate is more take-charge and yandere. The Jeanne to Bayonetta. Hecate also cares deeply for me, despite not truly being my mother. I am loved as a son anyway >^_^<

She has kids of her own, of course. I am still learning, to the point these write-ups could probably be considered incomplete, but whatever lol. But thus far, I know that her daughters are Lilith and Morrigan. I will provide updated information if I learn of more siblings. Such a way of thinking pleases Hecate - she is a woman of alchemy and the scientific method, even if her outward purrsonality may not seem like it. And the thing about scientists is, we put out the information we learn as we learn it. We aren’t afraid to be wrong; we will simply correct ourselves later.

Being a woman of high, albeit chaotic, fashion, Hecate is obviously close friends with Adrammelech, and admires him greatly. Her sense of fashion is very out there - she’s not afraid to get experimental and kooky! Hecate is most closely associated with birds - particularly, corvids such as crows and ravens. They are some of the most intelligent bird species, so if your intelligence is remarkably high, it is possible that you are related to Hecate. Though, as we’ll come to learn, great intelligence comes not just from Hecate, but from her two husbands, Purrson and Solomon. A child of all three will possess incredibly high intelligence, scientific aptitude, and quick wit. A child of Hecate is also highly likely to be drawn to aviation - the want for flight may at times be overwhelming.

Hecate woke me up one day a month or so ago - I was on a good sleep schedule for accompanying my mom to the market, and Hecate was clearly excited to check it out. Crows gathered outside and cawed loudly - something they haven’t done since. She got to check our local supermarket out, as well as see that there is a smoke shop not far from my house, as my mom was drawn to stop there and buy cigarettes. My reward has indeed come, not only in some lucky finds at that market, but, my mom has begun talking to a woman there. Cute, of course black because we are on this black parade, and only a couple years younger than me. So, not only is she here to help soften my racist mother’s heart, but, as I have been recently told, “Multiple relationship paths will open up to you.” I have yet to speak to her, since I haven’t been on a good sleep schedule for the market for a while, but that is a possible option for the future - complete with decently-paying job >^_^< But obviously, the thing to do will be to act as though I know none of this, and just act naturally. As I always say, patience is the #1 key. I don’t know if a future path I would like to set into motion might take years.

A good example of such would be the future vision I had of Cactus, his family, and I all at Disneyland. Obviously, that’s a path I want to choose. I saw it around mid-2022. Since then, Cactus has died, and I have not been in contact with his family as much as a result. However, both Super Nova and his/Cactus’ mom have expressed that they miss me greatly, and part of my plans for Trans Dinosaur Christmas 2 involve taking Super Nova and his boyfriend on a date to see Mufasa, assuming he’d like to come along. I tell this not to give a relationships update, but to inform that I haven taken a step towards achieving a future path I’d like to bring about. It provides an example of one that may yet take years, but we’ll see if I accomplish this goal >^_^<

I would advise anyone who may feel a strong connection to Hecate to try befriending corvids - they can be trained to help you out! I will be working closely with her, particularly next month, when she will be at her strongest ::3 Working with her grants you greater magical power, including the power to curse your foes, so use it wisely. You don’t want to go around cursing people much, as it may displease the ancient ones and generate bad karma for yourself. I’d advise you to get to know Hecate first and make sure you both agree upon who to curse.

Hecate also has a strong association with wolves - using them to protect both herself, and those she cares most about. And of course she’s a seductress - the ancient ones were very open with sexuality, nya ::3

Species: Probably another winged lioness, in alliance with Bastet and Pazuzu, but began as an anthro raven.

Most accurate depictions of Hecate in popular culture: Persona 5, Shin Megami Tensei 2, showing I’m right about the Bastet connection, Jeanne from the Bayonetta series, Smite 2,, Cruella De Vil, Zelda from The Legend of Zelda: Twilight Princess specifically, Kala from Tarzan (1999), Raksha from The Jungle Book (2016), Bombalurina from Cats, Pokemon #198: Murkrow

Songs featuring Hecate:

Moon River, a song about Bastet and Hecate’s friendship, featuring Pazuzu as Luka, Anubis as Rodin, myself as Loki, and Adrammelech as Balder

The prison adventures of Bastet and Hecate, ft Pazuzu’s boyfriend, Baron Samedi!

Telephone (Baron Samedi is the one who makes out with Hecate)

Nowadays/Hot Honey Rag (Baron Samedi announces them at the beginning)

Alright, Bastet is still my mother, but not my biological mother. My biological mother of the afterlife is Baron Samedi. That makes more sense. Why is a wingless werecat what Deegan transforms into? Because I take after Baron Samedi. He can and does transform into a woman and, using tarot cards that have the eye of Horus on them, he can read futures and change them around. Baron Samedi’s species is a cat!

And just like clockwork, my scientific theory was revised! Nya! >^_^< Obv papa Samedi will get a full write-up later ::3

Yeah, too many signs are pointing towards Marbas and I needing to drink the venom of the jade snake, and then drinking the antidote. This is metaphorical - what we’re actually gonna do is watch stuff. But maybe more around late November - there’s already plenty on our watchlist, and that stuff needs to take priority. Boy, Bastet is not gonna like how she is portrayed in that series; it’s to the point many people hate her character more than Moloch’s. But there is info to be gained for us by watching it, and since I’m clever, I know where to go to ensure the jade snake doesn’t get a penny.

Lord of the Rings, The Matrix, and The Wizard of Oz are, fortunately, antidotes >^_^<

Being a cat, Bastet’s favourite food is fish of all sorts. You can strengthen your relationship with her by eating fish,, nya >^_^< I won’t be, I’m sticking to my vegetarian diet, but it’s an option. She also loves chicken, so if you feel yourself drawn to fish and chicken, it may be that Bastet is calling you.

Sorry, I don’t trust anons that spam the same things a bunch. That’s gonna be reports from me! Dubai can be explored much more safely via YouTube. Here’s Dubai irl, complete with camel friends >^_^< Baron Samedi is also more than happy to guide us through the Arabian desert. Stay safe y’all, don’t trust links an anon drops.

The train whistles, of course! I usually never hear them, and the past, idk, four days?? Week?? I’ve noticed them. Poppa Samedi is here indeed. And like, that’s the thing. If all this spiritual stuff was only going on with my laptop and phone, well then I probably would chalk it up to algorithms. It’s the fact that so much happens to me in real life, too, and this has been going on for months and months now.

Samedi is mysteriously absent from his theme park ride in Florida, and that ride has been having tons of malfunctions since the refurb. We can hope that the one here in CA, opening later this year, will include him or will at least function much better. I’m open to this all being a positive sign of things to come, as the ancient ones have beef with Florida.

Following this path has lead me to reminders that a Tiana series is coming to Disney+. I don’t have Disney+, but we’ll see if Super Nova does. Just found out one of my Mjuzis talks to Baron Samedi, he would know my father, lmao >^_^<

@StrangeKittenOfTheFabulousKilljoys
Fixed, sorry for the Spambots.

Also, when you talk about the eye of hrous you remember me of the shotgun Eye of Horus from Takanashi Hoshino xD

@Garka la Garka
Indeed, the eyes of Horus and Ra are powerful protective symbols, and I was correct that the left eye is the Eye of Horus, while the right eye is the Eye of Ra. I deduced this because my left eye is normal and my wrinkles spread like a wing from it, while my right eye is scarred up ::3 A challenge presented to me by Ra and Marbas was, do I get a fourth surgery and lose my right eye, or do I keep it and take daily chemo pills? I chose the chemo path, and this was the correct choice. Fraught with illness and pain it may be, Horus, Ra, and Marbas admire strength above all else, and my determination to always pull through is what makes me fierce. I earned my Mjuzis and Medicine Cat, though my medicine cat will be taking many mates >^_^<

Here’s a well-known song about the Eye of Ra: Eye Of The Tiger

By the way, I fully intend to do deep dives into other religions as well. It’s just that I have the most knowledge about Christianity and Demonology, so that’s where I’m starting and, since these are obviously deep subjects, there is a ton of lore to get through. Like, a ton a ton, lol.

I highly encourage everyone else to share their beliefs, especially if they’re from neither of the two subjects I’m focusing my current studies on.

Seriously, don’t be intimidated by the fact I post a ton here. Everyone is welcome to post, there’s literally nothing stopping you, and The Grimoire of None of the Above will be completed quicker with everyone’s inputs >^_^<

Hecate fax ya boi only just learned:

Hecate is often worshipped in Wiccan and Pagan rituals, so I’ve technically dipped my toe into those religions by doing her write-up. Based.

Hecate is known as the triple goddess, so I’m most likely right about the two husbands thing, or at least two main husbands cuz idk how the ancient ones didn’t feel polysaturated with how many spouses they’re often claimed to have had. I wonder if most of that was just attempts at making them look cooler, lol.

She is the goddess of The Divine Feminine, and who took notice of the increased amount of women and feminine energy that has been going on this year? Why, that was me >^_^<

It was Hecate who cursed my house and made me see and hear things back in March. She is associated with dogs and, when I went out to look for the people I saw in the apparitions, it was people walking dogs with numbers on their shirts that I followed, only to find none of the actual people from the apparitions outside. That also explains the humanlike meowing and barking I heard. Bastet was likely there too. Also also explains my phone and old laptop acting up in the ways they did. A key thing to keep in mind, the curse ended up leading to way more good, such as learning about my vitamin deficiencies and obtaining my antidepressants.

She is followed by the spirits of the restless dead so, you know, the grandmas and Cactus and everyone else who likes to come along and make friends with me >^_^<

Sounds like Hecate has quite the storied history with other ancient ones, so it might have been her who has been bringing these mostly-dudes along, nya ::3 Helping me grow the friend army!

Here is my sauce!

Also also, I tend to be more in tune with the spiritual realm when I am closer to death. Recall that I was hardly eating or sleeping and accidentally poisoning myself with cleaner back in March. More recently, when I was going through that severe food poisoning, we had a baby kitten die on us. I knew he had passed away and had been given to my grandma in Heaven long before my human mom told me of his passing because, while I was in the shower, Helena echoed in a cathedral-esque manner in my head. Helena is the MCR song that most represents my grandma ::3

And like, gee I wonder if my grandma and the other, edgier grandma would have befriended Bastet and Hecate in the afterlife, hmm yes I’m sure there are no parallels to be found between Bastet and a grandma who never stopped going on about her cats, or Hecate wanting people to get over their fears and the song of the second grandma being this.

Shed your yellow, nya ::3

Decided to walk in another neighbourhood for the first time in months because I still haven’t heard a peep about those appointments my primary care physician was supposed to get me. Decided to walk the neighbourhood by the elementary school my grandma worked at. Crows everywhere, plenty of orbweavers including one that was eating a wasp (I have some fear of wasps), three squirrels, two black and white cats hanging out in a garden… and hopscotch squares drawn on the sidewalk, but instead of the usual layout, only three. Hecate, the witch of three. I suppose I really should take my phone with me so y’all can actually see the stuff, but I’m telling the truth.

Kept her gift that floated down to me, though >^_^<

Hoh. Lee. Shit.

Knowing that the sun is out, and that I have protections, I decided to look more into Moloch and we’ve got him being where the word Holocaust comes from, and Jezebel being a figure who tried to get people to convert to worshipping him. Children were sacrificed by being burned alive. I’m curious af, because the time I felt Moloch’s presence was eerie af… It was when I ran away from home to escape a S/C/A/R/E/C/R/O/W, I was living on Greyhound busses and, one night, the air felt heavy and the sky went completely black. Every last seat on the bus filled up, except the one next to me. There was a long, ominous pause as our bus waited. Then finally, a man clad in all black sat next to me, and proceeded to molest me. I was only 18 at the time, and the way it happened made me look up if there were cults that attack runaways on busses some weeks ago. So today, I felt a drive towards looking it up again, only this time, looking for cults about Moloch. Those are some fascinating things to learn, and I’m not even halfway through my first video.

Welllllp Hecate, time to leave our legally obligated Juke Joint Jezebel here!

Okay so, Borrasca is a creepypasta about pretty much the worst thing imaginable. It’s… honestly it’s not safe for life. Well, you probably shouldn’t watch this at risk of your own sanity but hey you wanna know something funny turns out Hecate and I found it. I’ll be doing le deep dive cuz I can handle it and probably not post what I learn here.

Interesting, though, that I’ve come across a lot of stuff that has talked about there being more than one instance of Moloch and now we know the Sphynx isn’t the only place where he can be located.

Stay strong, everyone. Have faith in me and the friend army that, hopefully, more about this is done someday. Strength and patience, all 🫂

But also, who wants to go move to the hostile surface of Mars with me?

About Oracles:

There are tons and tons of oracles in the world. Demons and deities speak through people all the time. Most people just don’t realize it’s happening. I know this because it happened to le me. As I have stated before, Dead Moon was and is about Vorkryptor, fascist overlord who has control over almost everything, and it’s up to the monsters and humans to overthrow him in the end. Well, the monsters that actually support humans and don’t call them hooms. Yes, I even made up my own slur. It’s a world of monster supremacy.

Moloch is also known as Baal. Canaanites worshipped him. Canaan Baal. Cannibal. Didn’t the golden buffalo recently make a reference to Hannibal Lecter? While the golden buffalo is currently trying to distance himself from the lengthy text of doom, he has also stated that he hasn’t even read it. Do you really think we won’t be headed to said doom if the golden buffalo gains power? I’m sure many of his servants will be the very people who wrote the lengthy text.

Dead Moon’s plot was a plot I threw together using songs. I had no idea what I was gonna do with my characters, until I thought hey, why not make it like a musical? Juke Joint Jezebel was of course going to be a mechanical monstrosity going around seeking out humans, as the monsters of the town cheered it on. Not to mention, how strongly I felt that Vorkryptor should be redesigned to be more like the golden buffalo once said buffalo had ruined my life enough and proven himself to be an abhorrent person.

What was it my dad used to wish for when I was young? Oh yeah, he wished for all gays to be sent off to an island, to be kept away from him. That’s seeming awfully prophetic now that we know which island it would be. Oh, and that’s right, Pazuzu is my spiritual dad. He would want to warn me about Moloch, wouldn’t he? Oh right, he did. I wasn’t supposed to get that abused by my ex who has cryptorchidism, but I was supposed to notice he had it. What’s that song I always associated with Vorkryptor? Right, Cryptorchid by Marilyn Manson.

I was a naive kid during my early Internet days. I talked to and flirted with bad men, one who was easily like twice my age. In his defense, I was 18, but still. I was also severely depressed and dissociating so much, that it hadn’t registered just what my abusive ex had done. It was the gross old dude who, when I told him how my ex had treated me, said the words that made realize the act that had been committed upon me. What was his profile picture? It was this. If you don’t know who that is, that’s Pazuzu from The Exorcist. I have not spoken to that man since like 2009 by the way, nor do I ever want to again. But that’s what happened. Pazuzu has been helping and protecting me for a very long time >^_^<

Learning More About Pazuzu, Demon Dad Who Used to Terrify Me:

“Written sources—which appear starting about 670 bce—describe Pazuzu climbing a great mountain and undergoing mythological combat against powerful wind demons, a battle from which he emerged victorious and proved himself a threat to other dangerous demons. He is portrayed as a potential ally for humans who call on him for protection or display his icon, believing that incantations and appeasement could instrumentalize his malevolent power against other demons.

While Pazuzu’s head is sometimes depicted alone, it is often paired with the faces of other Mesopotamian demons or gods. Some Pazuzu amulets have images inscribed on their backs of deities who were considered permanent allies of humans, such as Ugallu and Lulal. Archaeologists conjecture that these pairings were meant to ensure Pazuzu’s power remained directed away from human targets and to protect the wearer from danger.”

I think I made the right move finally trusting him, after I thought about The Exorcist more and how he wouldn’t do that to a child. Lilith would.

“Pazuzu is very often depicted with the demon Lamashtu (Dimme), one of the most feared forces in Mesopotamian mythology. He appears on icons either standing beside her or behind her with his hand extended outward toward her, vanquishing her evil power by his own greater evil power.”

Well hmm that sure does sound familiar…

“Lamashtu, in Mesopotamian religion, the most terrible of all female demons, daughter of the sky god Anu (Sumerian: An). Often depicted with her is Pazuzu, the Mesopotamian king of wind demons.

She slew children and drank the blood of men and ate their flesh.”

Bada bing bada boom, and sauce!

Why be brave and speak up about Moloch at all if the bad future path leads to him? Wouldn’t it be safer to be a quiet little mouse and not say anything? No. No it would not. The seer of fates, Morrigan, told me a specific of the bad path when I met her around a year ago. So, if the bad path occurs, I have already been on it the whole time. It was the path we were headed for back then, until I changed fate. On the bad path, I’m damned if I do, damned if I don’t. I’d rather be brave and do.

Why be this concerned with the future? Because it’s kind of important not to end up a victim of Moloch, lest he commit violence unto you. A brutal, horrific violence. You know, the entire moral of The Lion King is that, at times, Hakuna Matata needs to be set aside and responsibility taken. Hakuna Matata is a phrase that really means to not sweat the small stuff, and relax and have fun. The big stuff, though? Yeah, that’s worth a sweat.

But I’d also like to again state that I feel quite good about the future now. I have been shown many reassurances that the future will be good, and god I hope so. Posts that are more fun will be what I write next. But sometimes, when forces of evil exist, it is important to talk about them and learn about them.