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I suppose I am weird. I get a lot more out of solo nsfw poses then two making out. Especially if the look on the characters face is uncertianty. As if they are trying not to think about the fact they are nude. Yet, confident enough to strike a confident relaxed pose.

I LOVE SHEATH!!! EVEN THOUGH IM JEWISH

Look at his bulge LOOK AT IT! LOOK AT IT!

Hmmmmm huge fat juicy delicious rock hard dicks 💖🍆🤤

I began drawing NSFW to explore my inner self. While I draw a penis here or there I hope to put something more in. I hope to show deeper emotions and not just erotic moments. I really need practice.

@Anonymous #1089  
true

@SerenePony  
not me

@SerenePony  
not me

@OliverHancock  
no problem dude, you look after yourself.

@SerenePony  
Thank you very much. I appreciate it a lot.

It’ll take some time but it is possible. I’m confident you will be able to.

Okay… :( Thanks.

@OliverHancock  
Moving forward, maybe you’ll find that first step to make each day a little easier.

@SerenePony  
I don’t know. I’m just trying to move forward.

@OliverHancock  
And thats not the way you want to go through your day, right?

@SerenePony  
I’m scared and confused and hopeless. I don’t know how to cope but I’m going about my day with my head down just to get through it.

@OliverHancock  

 
Its what I do, well what Im working on as a career. I want to help people.  
And take it one step at a time, at your pace.  
If you find a way to go in a positive direction, you encourage that in yourself. If you need to let out some emotion, dont be afraid, find a safe place and let it all out.

You are very upset and frustrated with all this. Heck even I believe the USA need to make changes to their mental heath sector, their whole healthcare thing in general. Im sure there must be a way to make it work. Governments in general have that “we know best” mentality.
 
You feeling alright though? looks like a lot you got off your chest there.

@SerenePony  
Thanks for listening anyway… I just want to be okay… I’ll be alright… Just gotta get through the day.

@SerenePony  
:’(

@OliverHancock  
Just seen your other messages, and you are right about how costly it is to get help in the USA, not only health care but mental health there. I have heard therapist costing up to $60 to $120 a session! Thats ridiculous!  
Here we have it priced depending on various factors, client and counsellor.

And the neoliberal establishment wonders why people are angry. They wonder why people want a revolution, and they wonder why people won’t vote for Biden or Trump, and they wonder why people want real change. The suburbanite yuppies all shake their heads in disbelief and stick their noses in the air and think they’re so fricken high and mighty because they’re not poor rednecks, they’re “the good white people” who “care about social justice” even though they really fucking don’t. You can say it on paper all you want, but until you actually write your statespeople and mental health professionals, get out there and protest, stop voting for the lesser of 2 evils, and listen to the people who are suffering the most, you’re part of the problem.
 
I’ve done all of that and I’ve felt so so incredibly alone while doing it, but at least I’ve done it. But it takes more than 1 person to get out there with a sign every now and then and 1 person to write their congressmen. And until we can have everyone rising up and saying enough is enough and making the establishment actually fear the alternative, they won’t listen, and they won’t care. They will give false promises and lame platitudes, messages of empty hope and empty change, thinly veiled as “progress” when held up in comparison to the far-right.

@OliverHancock  
I have heard about the mental health sector in the USA, how people with mental health issues spanning from levels A through C are treated, like you said, more like dollar signs than people who need help or someone to talk to. I have not heard of such things happening where I’m from, a lot of us are under guidelines to put our clients needs first.
 
I know that there its incredibly pricey and I have heard that a lot of practitioners seem to believe that they are the experts on your life and what you should do, when the best thing is to have a client make their choices while we encourage positive choices and changes. It should be down to the client to decide when they feel like they are done. Thats my belief anyway.
 
It seems to be the norm that a lot of countries dont seem to put much care into mental health, we get it here too. We try to work around it ourselves anyway. In our practices, we dont treat people any differently, we care for and work with them, if not, we will refer them to someone who can. You have been let down by the system in the USA by the sounds of it, In your time of need.
 
Its hard to hear how the mental health sector there has gone, even though counselling and therapy pretty much originated in the USA.

The costly bills, gaslighting, negative effects of medication, lack of positive effects, and lack of care that I’ve received from the mental health industry over the years has caused far more harm than good and it’s only in recent times that I’ve finally found some medication that seems like it might be doing more good than harm, however subtle, and that I have a therapist who actually gives a shit and works to understand something about their clients instead of treating them like cookie cutters with checkbooks.

Far too often we tell people to get help without realizing how incredibly difficult, costly, and ineffective that is the majority of the time. I’m not saying don’t try, but damnit, it’s incredibly frustrating. We need reform. We need to stop collectively yelling people to get help without making the help we have already actually do some good.