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StrangeKittenOfTheFabulousKilljoys

Meow meow :3
Here’s Helena by My Chem, a song about a late grandmother. Mine passed away from cancer in 2012, but I still feel a very close connection to her. I was going to wait till October 12th to post it, which is her birthday. But I figured that’s like, a little over three months away. A long time to go without explanation as to why I sometimes end with “so long and good night” before I sleep :3
My Chemical Romance - Helena

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StrangeKittenOfTheFabulousKilljoys

Meow meow :3
We all know that the truest self can only be found once we are able to rip off the shackles of oppression and fly. When one can come around to the true version of themselves once again.
We are both people who have been so hurt and we both got so scared. With strong, stowed hearts we can remain strong.
No one has to be the one left standing if we all remain strong and stand together.
Also, I’d to thank you all for being so patient with me and having the time to listen to me whine >^_^<
My Chemical Romance - Bulletproof Heart 💚💖

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StrangeKittenOfTheFabulousKilljoys

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Perhaps it is not as much on myself to solve this one. But things will most likely work out. She never truly left me, so she never truly left them. Together we are a powerful force who can help the lost children with dirty faces, somehow. All I know is, I don’t know nothing. I’m just a total basket case.
I am reminded of one who also ran away when he got mad at his family. But they all found each other again in the end.
Let us pace ourselves, as I shall continue to tell tales from the true lives of us Killjoys >^_^<
Lady and the Tramp 2 - Always There

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StrangeKittenOfTheFabulousKilljoys

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We both know you sang that song to the wrong person, Whatsername. You practiced for months and had the courage in your heart to sing, and she said, “I love you”. My heart ran cold when I read that. It felt so… stock and devoid of appreciation. No “Oh my god that was beautiful” no “Holy shit you’re amazing”, nothing like that.
…Is that what she said to you, because you poured your heart out? Because you learned a song for her and collared yourself? “You’re obsessed with me and it’s unhinged”?
I am reminded of my high school sweetheart. He and I ended up not being a good match, we kinda brought out the worst in each other. He said I was “too clingy” and ghosted me. A few years or so later after we had patched up a bit, he said he regretted that and would love to have a clingy girlfriend. Sometimes people really just don’t appreciate you when they should have.
Is that what you did? Always felt like you’re too much, so you made yourself small, and now you feel like you’re not enough? That would be false. You are enough.
The cat who has always lowkey followed closely has seen your pain.
The Lion King 2 - Love Will Find a Way

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StrangeKittenOfTheFabulousKilljoys

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One time, I talked to a Killjoy because I loved his name. It’s Chemo Vourneen. I asked if he had ever been on chemo. He didn’t answer, but he did link me to his noise. He hasn’t made a lot, but he has made some and said he wants to start making more. He is a beautiful soul, and that little time I spent with him felt magical >^_^<
Chemo Vourneen - Scizo Song
I just noticed the star is over his right eye, which is the same eye as my cancer. It’s the synchronicities with people that bind us all together

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StrangeKittenOfTheFabulousKilljoys

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Still, though. No regrets about living my life by love. One must become in tune with truly living, occasionally sharing memories of the past but mostly, embracing the thoughts and desires of the present. Worry about the future? A little, sure. But it is best to not get too overwhelmed by it all. I did and well… Yeah, lol.
It reminds me of the lesson Mimi teaches us:
“There is no future. There is no past. I live this moment as my last.”
It may sound alarming at first, but she’s being metaphorical.
“There’s only us. There’s only this. Forget regret or life is yours to miss. No other road. No other way. No day but today”

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StrangeKittenOfTheFabulousKilljoys

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Okay, I’m calmer now. I read the description and it’s references. That’s… exactly what I do. I’m sorry I got so worried, but it’s probably understandable why. We have talked this through and I am calm again.

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StrangeKittenOfTheFabulousKilljoys

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When I was going through a lot and posting on here, I copy-pasted the lyrics to La Vie Boheme A and B on here. Elly posted this really angry thing on Facebook about someone calling her the f-slur and showed her holding a small knife. At the time, I assumed she wasn’t talking about me and someone had shouted that at her. But obviously, I don’t know that for certain. And it scared me and sent me into that psychotic episode.
So, I want to help her feel better and such. And hope she’s trustworthy and everything. Fucking obviously I didn’t intend to hurt her by posting that. La Vie Boheme is my life anthem, I had told her that previously, and the slur is reclamatory. Exactly like it is in American Idiot and Holiday.
…Wait, has Elly ever talked about what their favourite band is on here? Cat has, er, quite the deep connection to Green Day, let’s say. I remember something she told me once.
No prizes for guessing what my favourite band is.
Green Day - American Idiot
Green Day - Holiday
My Chemical Romance - I’m Not Okay

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StrangeKittenOfTheFabulousKilljoys

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And how is she supposed to feel if she sees this? Don’t you think it would scare her too? We all know she’s been through a lot and has anger issues. That’s lowkey what a lot of my posts have been about, how love and kindness can win over that kind of thing. I hope she’s okay. This is a lot.

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