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Garka la Garka
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@ᎶㄖҜㄩ 乃ㄥ卂匚Ҝ
Happens to me a lot, in the big city of Madrid. I usually dress all black, with my cap even if it is winter, and that makes the police suspect me, I don’t know why, but they stop me now and then.
@StrangeKittenOfTheFabulousKilljoys
Are you well, kitten? I hope everythings works out. Solitude can be a great pain sometimes.

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StrangeKittenOfTheFabulousKilljoys

Meow meow :3
Hhanndss shshakkyy bbarellyy hanngiingg onn eeeyeess swellingg soo muchc cry cry cry cry cryiinngg Ii ththtiinkk I’mm finnallyy sstaartitng callm downn a litttlle i’lll kkeppepe workkinng oon mmmyy aarrtt pproojecctt thouughh Ii dodon’‘t knnooww thatt it’‘ss sosmemthging i’lll eenndd upp possstingg onn heeeeree itt’sss vveryy nottt furrryy anndd it’’ss proobabblyyy gonnaa ttaakeke a loonng tiimee forr mee to fifinish
Eedit: Beeing ccreativee isn’‘t eenough i am lossing my mindd hahahahaha i am soo lonelyy thankk goodness myy wifee contacted me jusstt as i was getting the feeling that i’m gonna struggle tonight it might bee one of very few times i don’t go through pain this deep alone hahahahaa alwayss so alone haha trappedd in myy house like a cage trapped in closetzz people are like usually not here for mee in my deepest pain i’mm going to go through a lot of loss very soon and because of it my mind has snapped tonightt hahahahah

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Zamasu.
I almost got trespassed from a 7-ELEVEN I frequent by the cops, just because of my long hair and thick beard.
Luckily, the cashier rushed out with a photo of the real culprit before they made it official.
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StrangeKittenOfTheFabulousKilljoys

Meow meow :3
@Garka la Garka
Thanx, I’ll keep shrinking the tumor and the scab will eventually go away and bleeding will stop but it’s incurable and grows back if I stop chemo for too long. So I have 43 years of chemo left 2 go if the read I have on my life remains as it currently is. Unless something drastically better comes along I got a long fight ahead of me but let’s fucking go I can live a long enough life on chemo >-<
Sorry to hear you lost your great-grandfather, but what we will do is carry on, keeping the memory of our loved ones alive and doing our best to spread positivity and live lives they would be proud of. Gone but never forgotten as we keep them in our hearts and contact them in the afterlife if we’re those with the gift of being able to communicate with the dead
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We can say that after all, he was my great-grandfather xD and maybe I have known him for almost two decades, but I must say, that he along with my grandma are the two persons who influenced my life this time. He passed away from old age nearly 5 years ago, and at a great age too, as resilient as everyone in my family. But I know one thing, and that is that I continue her good legacy.
I even have a little apprentice xD, she is like a smaller sister to me. I suppose the Tsuchinoko family will always grow meanwhile someone believes in the good things that others do for us. In the end, always we remember good deeds over bad. Hope you get better this time, I don’t know well your case, but I have lived something similar with my mother ever since 18 years ago, welp. Time to time, as always we say.
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StrangeKittenOfTheFabulousKilljoys

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Elly matterz a lot to me she’s like really cool and this fight is fucking hell but every person makes it that little bit easier because loneliness is also hell and that includes Elly. Cat is contributing pawsitively to the world just by being my friend ♡
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@Elly Catfox
We all do, but keeping overwhelmed with sadness is to no good in the long haul. As my master tsuchinoko will say, only do something about your life, and you will improve everything. I believe I have one of their fables in spanish, leave me if I can translate to english.
Ejem.
Once upon a time, there was a mayor of a small village called Edo. Edo was, as I said, small, with dirt roads, and under the orders of a somewhat tyrannical feudal lord.
The mayor, calm, every day he climbed a nearby hill, and saw the cultivated fields, and his lands, and he breathed deeply, loving his land, and wishing that that little gem would become a gem carved by artisans.
But unfortunately, he did not get to see his dream come true. However; What he did do was leave behind an enormous legacy, one of teachings and disciples, who for generations would work in that village, until it became a city, until it became the capital, until it became the city of neon and skyscrapers. The jewel of the east.
And although he did not live to see it, the dream of that first tsuchinoko was fulfilled, and his ancient village called Edo became the current Tokyo, a jewel among jewels in the entire world.
Moral: We may not see in our sadness the things we contribute to the world, but each of us has the potential to do wonderful things, and for that reason, we must bring out the best of smiles and live life to the fullest, we only have one after all.
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StrangeKittenOfTheFabulousKilljoys

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@Elly Catfox
Ufh I’m tired, probably a little headcoldy so I’m blanking hard on what to say. But I’m here with hugs on offer if you want them ♡
Edit: oh wait duh, I just read about chemo brain some hours ago, turns out it’s not just something my dad came up with. It’s hittin hard 2day and I feel like I can barely think, but I’ll be here as much as I can

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StrangeKittenOfTheFabulousKilljoys

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She thinks I’m crazy but it just keeps happening, I open a bottle of chemo pills and by around 30 days, the complications get bad and I need 2 switch to a freshly-opened bottle. I don’t know why. It’s weird. I do of course keep my bottles closed as much as possible but this still seems 2 be a trend. I just had severe stomach issues so I figured I had been taking pills from that bottle for a while so I threw out the remaining ones and opened a fresh bottle and my stomach seems a little upset cuz it’s chemo but also seems much better.
And I think about how, there are 28 pills per bottle. If I took them 100% consistently, I wouldn’t even reach the 30 day mark before having to open a fresh bottle. But I always end up getting a little sick or really need energy for exercise or something, so breaks are inevitable.
It took me so goddamn long 2 even realize this, too. I’ve spent so much time feeling so fucking hopeless. Your body doesn’t build a tolerance to chemo like it does to most anything else. It just gets worse and worse and worse. So when I’d take a pill and have a whole bunch of awfulness happen, I thought it was the fact that I’ve been taking chemo for so long and there was nothing I could do, I’d just have to take it every few days only. So, I’d be on the same pill bottle for quite a long time. And that’s why the tumor on my face grew back a little and why I now have a lot of fighting still to do to shrink it and stop the bleeding.
Sigh… sometimez it feels so lonely being one of the only people who has taken chemotherapy for 9 years.
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Elly Catfox
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nya
Excuse the double posting, but… testosterone makes it way harder to fall asleep without an orgasm.
Also Estrogen and progesterone make it easier to sleep in general. I miss them. ;_;
@𝔅𝔞𝔡𝔥𝔢𝔞𝔯𝔱 Thats cool. I tend to be frustrated with mainstream religion, the afterlife being used as a key component by many as a reason for not taking things too seriously here on the roughly 1,003rd rock from the sun. (About 1,000 known asteroids bigger than a half kilometer have trans-gaian orbits.)
I find it fascinating what might happen to us after we die, though. Through meditation and videos from youtubers such as Healthygamergg, I’ve discovered and narrowed down a lot of things about both my own consciousness and existence itself that wouldve been completely foreign to me a couple years ago.

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Even Worse Kobold -
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Zamasu.
Applied for a job in Las Vegas a week ago (so I could live there,) but I never heard back from them. Makes it damn near impossible to relocate without more than basic job skills.
Now I think I know what immigrants and refugees feel like.
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Elly Catfox
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nya
@FruityPWN
Im sorry. :/
Can someone else encourage Fruity tonight I dont know how to tell him how much he matters and how I know how it feels but how hes gonna make it rn… :’( but i know he can and i already lost a lot of people i cant lose him too damnit i put my heart and soul into helping what people i can inckuding myself…
but fuck i lost a lot of people already. I hope i dont lose him too. Im actually been really really good lately but I still care and am an empathic bingle and it hurts to see my friends hurting like this ♡

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