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Stayed up for three days straight due to recent historical events and slept for six hours and I still feel pooped out from all the stress and suspense. At least now I can just rest at night, but I still have that “wake up every few hours” thing happening, I think, despite all else, it has taken its toll. Stress might be aging me faster…

I’d like to say, I’m sorry to everyone who got their hopes up. My hopes were up too. Don’t think I’m not crushed. I’ll gladly accept my share of blame, but it wasn’t just me. We had celebrity endorsements and everything. All signs were pointing to the conclusion I drew. I was well-informed and my guess was quite educated.

And really, should I feel that bad for thinking better of my fellow Americans? For having faith in my country?

I think I showed my true colours, and I’m proud of that. Wanting and hoping for a better future for everyone is a beautiful thing. I’m just unfortunately ahead of my time as I have always been. But let’s not lose sight of the good future just yet. It’s not impossible.

Feel free to reach out to me anytime you need support 💚

@ChickPea
That wasn’t a meltdown, actually. I’ve been level headed >^_^<

Just trying to spread a little positivity and hope with regards to this whole mess. But indeed, let’s all focus on our loved ones now, and stay strong.

@StrangeKittenOfTheFabulousKilljoys
Easy there partner, you’re not helping yourself melt down after the elections. Just don’t worry too much about him and focus on yourself, your family and friends, the people you care about more than politics.

@ChickPea
I’m beginning to doubt as well. Let’s not forget that the man repulses everyone he comes into contact with. Nearly all his former staff have gone on to say that he’s awful and unfit and whatnot. Epstein didn’t like him. You know how repugnant you have to be when even Epstein doesn’t like you? Even on the 11th hour on January 6th, Mike Pence of all people wouldn’t do his bidding. Orange then proceeded to let the mob shout, “Hang Mike Pence!” The guy has no respect for loyalty and will betray people at the drop of a MAGA hat.

This isn’t going to be as easy as everyone thinks it’ll be, methinks. Calming down, thinking, and taking a grounded approach reveals that.

Here’s my source for Epstein by the way!

@StrangeKittenOfTheFabulousKilljoys
I doubt some of these policies would be implemented.

Just so y’all know the truth, when I was talking about there being a pedo, I was talking about Orange Man. He was in constant correspondence with Epstein while he was in the White House. I was suspicious of him being a pedo before, due to his close Epstein ties, but learning that a couple days ago confirms it beyond all doubt for me.

Understand now why I couldn’t just call the cops?

As bad as America is becoming again, please let’s not break a certain rule since this booru does not have a Tartarus, does it?

They think their little project can scare me? Nah. I’m feelin chilled out and brave after meditating on it.

I’m Strange Kitten, the Fabulous Killjoy. Killjoys never die.

@ᎶㄖҜㄩ 乃ㄥ卂匚Ҝ
I survived The Annoying Orange once. Wanna see me do it again?

4 more years of Orange Man ahead. Screw you, Pennsylvania.

“This is not the end, and we have to regroup, and we have to continue to fight, and we have to continue to work day in and day out to create the better society for our children, for this world, for this country, that we know is possible. It’s possible” - Jon Stewart

God wtf… So everything I was shown was a lie? At this point, it’s looking like we need some sort of miracle. At the moment, I feel betrayed by the spiritual beings I’ve been working with.

What I will say, though, is don’t panic and for the love of what little good is left in this world, DO NOT KILL YOURSELF. I’m here, and I’m gonna keep being here and fight like hell.

What this does prove, is that the future is more uncertain than I thought. However, that is not a bad thing. I have also been told that the possibilities are infinite and not set in stone. Let’s hang on to hope. I know it’s hard, but that’s the message I’m receiving right now. Time is nebulous and, you never know if the prosperous future can still come later on down the line.

Upon meditating on this, I’ve thought about how California is a sanctuary state. Hopefully, I will find myself protected here. I think of all the people boldly speaking up, and how we have much more support from celebrities than the other side does. I’m feeling much less scared than I used to, and that is the message of angels, after all. Be not afraid. If we put our heads together and keep thinking bravely and calmly, we might find we have far more options than we previously thought.

Never give up, and never let them take your heart. I know I never will ✌️

Ufh, can’t help feeling scared and nervous when it’s this close. What I’m thinking about rn is how many people will be fighting tooth and nail for our freedom should worst come to worst, and how I’m at least in a state that will also be fighting hard to protect me. Trying to stay calm, trying to be patient, trying to have faith. But damn if it ain’t hard rn

Watching stuff on YouTube and actually feeling quite positive. I hope this is a good sign.

Thx 4 letting me stress post today… I try keep it somewhat calm…

I remember, right after I got cursed, voice told me the furries were gonna take care of me… then it happened a few months later. Organization got hacked by furries and hackers even used nyas >^_^< I hope was first sign that everything turn out okay.

You all also been caring and comforting. The best. Love you all 💚🐈‍⬛

Stressed. Keep feeling very tired. Constantly stress napping. Need him gone. C’mon, vision of tumbleweed blowing through because no one supports him… manifest…

Queen reminds everyone to do their part and reminds me that she’ll “protect me in the mosh pit”. A good sign that calms me a little. I think my PTSD is kinda triggered today because of him but we’re possibly very close to him being out of my life for good and I hope so. Please no more suffering because of him

I won’t be able to feed that Blue Heeler anymore, his owner has been keeping him kenneled because he ate the bumper off his wife’s car.

If nothing else, at least I can say I cared. And I tried. When my mom talked about being creeped out by one of the men, that’s when the epiphany hit me that we needed the woman instead. A month or so after that, my plan of putting her in place instead came to fruition.

I held my heart into the darkness. I learned all there is to know about the depths of evil. A big reason I’ve been unstable at times, is it wasn’t easy to learn about. But, I feel it was my calling to learn about it, so I did. And I do have proof of everything - it’s all saved in playlists on my YouTube. Tireless months of work to try and save us all. I finally did hit my breaking point, so I’ve been taking it easy so that, should I succeed, I can keep being here.

It’s out of my hands at this point, and in the hands of the people. If we fail, at least I can say I tried. At least I can say I cared. Probably more than anyone.

@ChickPea
Agreed. Keep yourself safe friend, and many thanx for sharing your dreams with me >^_^<

@StrangeKittenOfTheFabulousKilljoys
Still, even with the risks that stoop low, I’m not taking any chances, I wouldn’t have the courage to swim in a pool even if it was proven to be properly treated. Nobody deserves to suffer a terrible fate

@ChickPea
Sounds like you looked up even more about it and learned more, and it helped calm your fears a lot! Well done ::3

And now I know information on brain-eating ameobas, all ready to impress the next purrson I flirt with at a party (ya know, if I ever somehow manage to find a party to go to, lmao)

I can see it now… They have a horrible time at the party… and then ol’ David swoops in with the ameoba fax, annoying them and making the party an even worse experience! (A little self-depreciating humour not to be taken seriously, lols)

@StrangeKittenOfTheFabulousKilljoys
I mean, I’m starting to get over this Amoeba scare, I haven’t seen cases reported of PAM infection in my country which is the Philippines at least, Naegleria and the other dangerous amoebas has been found in there, we only had one case from the 1980’s, strangely this wasn’t from Naegleria Fowleri but a new species of Naegleria called Philippinesis, the source from the disease is believed to be from A thermally polluted stream. Either way, the disease is deadly but the risks of suffering a PAM infection is extremely low, you’re more likely to drown than ever be very unlucky to let the amoeba feast on your brain tissue. You have to get all these conditions right for the amoeba to enter your brain and kill you, firstly you have the water be flushed really deep into your nasal cavity for the buggers to get on your olbulb factories which is also a challenge itself for the amoeba, let’s not forget your immune system is also has to face by the parasite. Even if those circumstances weren’t yet been faced by the microbes, It’s unlikely they’ll survive trying enter to your brain especially additional defenses from your immune system.

And one more thing, how would I manage to go vegan? Well, my mom is the one who goes out and buys the groceries. So, I’d have to tell her I want to go vegan, when she rightfully complains about the cost of this or that after like every single market trip, and we already know from when I dated Cactus that vegan stuff costs more. And I’d be questioned on why I suddenly want to go vegan, so I’d have to explain that a person I was talking with online wanted me to go vegan… yeah, I’m sure that’s gonna go over well.

I guess the other option would be to lie, but then I’d be lying just to maintain a friendship. A friendship conditional on my being and remaining a vegan.

And ya know, maybe we shouldn’t be putting that much blame onto a disabled purrson in the first place. I’m not the one responsible for the animal industry being the way it is.

Oh right, also:

It’s important to note what each so-called “expert” specializes in. RFK Jr is a politician, not a chemist. Dr. Greger is a nutritionist, not an oncologist.