God wtf… So everything I was shown was a lie? At this point, it’s looking like we need some sort of miracle. At the moment, I feel betrayed by the spiritual beings I’ve been working with.
What I will say, though, is don’t panic and for the love of what little good is left in this world, DO NOT KILL YOURSELF. I’m here, and I’m gonna keep being here and fight like hell.
What this does prove, is that the future is more uncertain than I thought. However, that is not a bad thing. I have also been told that the possibilities are infinite and not set in stone. Let’s hang on to hope. I know it’s hard, but that’s the message I’m receiving right now. Time is nebulous and, you never know if the prosperous future can still come later on down the line.
Upon meditating on this, I’ve thought about how California is a sanctuary state. Hopefully, I will find myself protected here. I think of all the people boldly speaking up, and how we have much more support from celebrities than the other side does. I’m feeling much less scared than I used to, and that is the message of angels, after all. Be not afraid. If we put our heads together and keep thinking bravely and calmly, we might find we have far more options than we previously thought.
Never give up, and never let them take your heart. I know I never will ✌️
