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@Anonymous #8E95
Henry Ford was the one who gave us weekends off in the first place, at least according to Adam Ruins Everything. Otherwise, we’d still be stuck with only Sunday off…just enough time to go to church.

I don’t want to die, but I don’t want to exist. Nobody deserves to suffer through my doings anymore.

I want to travel back in time to assassinate Henry Ford for inventing the Weekday-Weekend and 9-5 work system, also that asshole supports Nazi-schemes and cars pollution.

Now he should be in hell right now.

I want to sincerely apologize for swearing and lashing out. I was in fear for my life and not well. I’m still in fear and still not well, but I’m trying to get help. I’m sorry. I’ll leave you all alone. Try to remember me from when I was positive and sweet and full of energy. I’m not killing myself if I can help it, but I’m not going to further subject you to my lack of bravery either. Sometimes the bad guys win… Goodbye. ~

I’m not posting threats! I’m the one being threatened! Fuck you!

@Olly Catfox
We obviously care about you and we have done all that we can to help you.

But no amount of talking or any kind of self-care or supportive care via social media will ameliorate the polypharmaceutical nightmare that you’ve described.

Once you handle the pharmaceutical and physiological stuff, talking and self-care can be beneficial, and can be an important part of your long term recovery. But for where you are now, you need to talk to a professional to find a path forward.

When you go to the emergency room they are going to help you with your immediate symptoms and will get you through your immediate crisis. That is help, but it is not all the help you need. It’s only the first step - the incredibly important “don’t die from this” and “get you to tomorrow” step. They can get you through the immediate side effects of the meds you are taking, but they can’t change your meds, and they can’t do anything for you once you are past the crisis.

Having gotten through this crisis and survived the night, you must now connect with a medical professional who can help you create a plan that will rationalize the medications you are taking, and stabilize you, and help you find a path to recovery.

Please connect with a professional before the next crisis.

This is what friends on the internet can do. They can ask you to please - PLEASE - talk to a professional as soon as you are able.

They talk to you in PMs. They refer you to videos and self-help sources. They listen. They ask you to get to a professional as soon as you are able.

That is help, and it’s really the only help that you can get via social media.

Please. Talk to a professional. And if they don’t help you keep talking to professional until you find one who will help you.

Be honest with them about what you are going through, and what you are doing to try to handle it. Even if they judge you for it, it doesn’t matter - the thing that matters is getting better.

I need help. I can’t sleep. I can’t relax. I’m scared. Nobody helps. I keep going to the hospital over and over and they don’t help. Trust deteriorating. Fear growing. Need help
. Somebody help me please. :(

PSA: highly concentrated doses of vitamin C on an empty stomach can induce abortion in the first 8 weeks of pregnancy. Drink 2 large glasses of orange juice on an empty stomach everyday for a week.

I don’t want to do this though. I just want to feel safe. That’s all I want. But nowhere is safe anymore.

I’ve barricaded myself in my apartment and I’m not leaving until I feel safe to do so. I can hunker in here for a year without leaving if I have to as long as they don’t shut the water off, and even then I will have at least 3 months.

It was hilarious. I was wolfing down that soda. She started by taking my cup and refilling it every time I needed it, but that turned out to lead to her walking back and forth a lot. So she just left my cup at my table and came in with this huge pitcher of soda to pour into my cup. But then she decided to just leave it at my table.

That soda was good.

@Zaknel
Here open the gates of heaven.

Well these lights don’t have bulbs. They are fixtures. So rather than change the bulb, they needed two electricians to change the 4 foot long fixtures. It was a lot of work. I am tired and hungry. But now I am in Denny’s, and I intend to eat.

@Zaknel
Thank you for your service.

Normally when I volunteer I try to take care of the stuff no one else wants to do, like vacuuming, or dusting, cleaning the toilets, or fixing the lights in the basement. Those little things really matter sometimes. And sometimes stuff like replacing lightbulbs is the thing that never gets done until it becomes a real problem, or someone trips on something.

@Olly Catfox
Go to an emergency room or call the suicide hotline in the country where you live now. If you have a primary care physician, call them or their nurse. If you are religious, call the leader of your religious institution, group or circle.

Breathe slowly.

I’m having a panic attack. I’m not okay.i need help. Nobody will help me. I need help. I can’t get it. I need help.noboydy’s there. I need help.

I love working for my church, but I wanted to clean my apartment today and have spent it changing lights at church.

@Olly Catfox
If you have more to say to me, send me a PM so at least the rest of the world is spared.

@Ciaran
:( You’re mean, you know that?

@Teaspoon
Okay what did I twist around? What did I say? How am I wrong? I’m not even angry anyway, I’m hurt and I’m scared as I damn well have reason to be, although I’m… trying not to… I just don’t know how…

@Ciaran
If you’re poor and have nothing to lose you’re much more likely to be susceptible to disease and an early death. Just because you’re fine with that lifestyle doesn’t mean you get to impose that on everyone else and it’s sick to act like that.

I’ve been homeless. I’ve had to sleep on cold streets and get my fingers frostbit and wonder where my next meal was and subsist on hotdogs. It was fucking horrible. You don’t get to tell me what being homeless is like and act like that’s all fine and dandy.

@Olly Catfox, etc

@Olly Catfox
Stop twisting words to shove in people’s mouths so you can be angry at them over things they didn’t say.

Absolutely disgusting, I can’t believe you. I thought I liked you but that’s just absolutely horrible to tell people they shouldn’t defend themselves.

Do you think that the government attempting to strip our rights to exist, to use the goddamned restroom, to love who we want to love, isn’t escalating violence all on it’s own!? Do you think that the lives and rights of millions of people being attacked is not an act of escalating violence?! They escalate violence regardless of WHAT we do. We aren’t good enough for them and nothing we can say or do will stop them from doing what they want so we should as well at least try to defend ourselves instead of taking it lying down.

Because it is. And it’s not an act of escalation to attempt to stop that, to prevent that, to defend that. They’re the ones who are attacking us. We’re the ones who are defending from the attacks.

You don’t get to get on some high horse and do some sparky false equivalence bullshit and pretend like what we’re doing is the same thing as them cause it’s not. You don’t blame the million+ Iraqi civillians for getting killed by the Goddamned US military who waged an offensive war against a country that didn’t attack them do you? Cause that’s what you’re doing now to me and my people.