Vent Thread

I woke up several times with sleep paralysis…guess I’m not used to hearing sudden sounds whilst asleep. Finally got up, feel like crap.

@FruityPWN
I’m still not entirely sure what’s going on with you. Hang in there 💙

Allergy season has been kicking my ass.

@FruityPWN
Wait, I might know. You might be being put through some very difficult tests, which you must pass. You pass by continuing to live, so keep doing that. Stay strong.

I will hope your tests will be easier than mine. Surviving dysentery was not a fun time.

The more tests we pass, the more tests Big Orange fails. Tis indeed a sign of hope, nya >^_^<

Pffff, I can do all that without scamming people

I just find it hilarious that the bot completely missed the opportunity to post in a spirituality thread over this one.

I do not wish to continue on but I do not know why I do continue on anyways.

Also, spammers, go fix yourself.

@FruityPWN
They’ve been particularly bad lately.

@FruityPWN
That why they just strike endlessly for spamming the forum with suspicious virus links for their hijacking data for it since Friday last week

@FruityPWN
Oh just be careful out there right

Dammit, mom gave the Pitbull spaghetti.

I just want to be wanted.

Also, I think I have a vitamin deficiency…

@FruityPWN
Eat some vegetables and fruits, usually the good stuff.

@Anonymous #B4DC
What an absolute coward you are. Not even bold enough to post from an actual account. That’s how you know you’re on the wrong side of history. If you had your way, your misery and hate will kill us all. Such lies harm your fellow man and are deeply disrespectful to The Circle of Life.

You support the current chaos because you are driven by an ideology of hate. I support the current chaos because, as you have helped demonstrate, America itself needs to defeat its own shadow. In order to do that, light must be shown upon that which is destroying and dividing us, which is the MAGA movement. We are not the same. I would know. I am one of very many who has tried to get through to a MAGA purrson, only to find myself brick walled. My willingness to carry on helping her out and trying to be a better son, despite how she has treated me, has gained me a metric ton of karma; to say nothing of the many, many others who have tried their damnedest to get through to MAGA family members, only to be met with anger and insults.

What you need is to find shwari. You will never find shwari unless you stop and change your ways. If you won’t do that now, I look forward to seeing you in the concentration camps! For, you see, all that was prophesied on here was actually true. Nazi Germany is coming to America, just not in the way anyone thought. The ones who will bring it here are the ones currently manifesting the prosperous future by robbing from the rich. I’ve seen their ticket prices, but I’m probably the only one other than the four of them who has any idea what the money is funding. I figured it out. It even ties into why The Umbrella Academy Season 4 is said to be a disappointment (I still need to watch it and will soon) and why their shows at When We Were Young seemed oddly low-budget.

Speaking of when we were young, there is actually a formula for a counter-curse to unironic Nazism in America. We might have ended up living in it 20 years ago where it not for the needles in the veins of the establishment and the powerful antivenom they carry. The far right came close, we’re just all too young to remember just how close they came. I was shown how close they came via a YouTube video. Unfortunately for them, music is the key to the most powerful of DIY spells. It begins with Green Day as they initiate The Call. They sing of the strongest ills plaguing society at that time. For my birthday this year, they Called All Saviours. Around two years later comes The Answer. In 2006, it was World War I. This time, it shall be World War II. Nazi Germany.

That is, after all, what the far-right wants with their Project 2025. 900 pages of paper. So much paper. Unfortunately for them, a kingdom built on paper is a kingdom weak to both fire and water. A kingdom that lacks the fundamental togetherness of The Circle of Life is a kingdom that will not stand.

And really, how could I have been so BL/ind? When I foresaw my oracle portraying the villain in AIDA, I should have remembered that there is another way. One who played the villain before, when he fought against the Aquabats. No wonder chaotic snake energy was seen and felt. He is, after all, Kobra Kid.

Purrhaps the greatest emo tragedy of it all was that Nazi Germany was seen 10 years ago but misunderstood. On the one hand, as Thoth once said, “Leaping to conclusions causes confusions.” On the other hand, well, the ancient ones are Egyptian after all, so they do love their deep Sphynx riddles. And you’d really have to look harder to find The Answer. You’d have to realize what my oracle’s cryptic videos over the past years have meant, which would mean realizing what it meant when he said yes via Ouija board. You’d have to, like, be an MCR-obsessed demonologist who knows The Black Parade front to back and can connect with him via a spiritual plane, or something. And you’d have to realize what it meant when part of their cryptic videos took place in a movie theater.

And if I am wrong about this and we really do get thrown into camps, as the one With Spots, get me up against The Wall. To know your oracle is to know what inspires them.

But, as Fun Ghoul has recently said that they “do not disappoint”, I feel I am right on this one. What is a Killjoy, if not the most patriotic of punx? What is art, if not the weapon? And so, I hope everyone, friend and foe, will join me in the concentration camps as we watch our lives on the screen. For those whose minds are clouded by misery and hate, they will see themselves in the parents who are mourning the horrible ways they killed us all, and burn in the purifying flame of revelatory Fear and Regret. For those who have shown the virtues of kindness and patience, they will see themselves in the characters who also show those virtues, and our old scars will be healed. Who will you see when the mirror reflects back at you? And this, folx, is how the Killjoys will plant the seeds that will change the hearts and minds that need changing.

Long live opera.

I ate too much spaghetti.

@Anonymous #B4DC
Easy on the red pills, buddy.

@StrangeKittenOfTheFabulousKilljoys
As much as I respect your passion, please don’t feed the trolls.

@MoonOtter
Well, it is important to let everyone know we’ll be okay. I’m not the one who had that vision 10 years ago. The one who did will see my post eventually. They need not reply, though. They deserve respect and space here.

Enjoy a sign that I got the correct answer. And now I drop the subject >^_^<✌️

I…am suffering. I have no more will than an empty aluminum can; it wishes to be stainless steel, even tin would work, but it is weak. Easily broken…I have been going through a lot in the last couple of weeks and I am ready to just give up. I do not want to be where I was many moons ago; I would rather be twelve feet under, not just six feet under…looked back on my archives - I was rotten and still have some of those tendencies…look at me, I have done nothing but just let things go by. Think health is catching up to me and that is also an unfortunate state of affairs. I do not want bad things to happen. I do not want to lose anyone else. The ones I did lose, I want them back… want… WANT… I truly am a selfish creature…lonely, sad, pitiful too. Maybe, I do not deserve it.

Also, I am neutral about what is going on in the world today. I just let it be as it will, but I have my own views and passions…sadly, these goals may never be truly met. These goals I have…they are pipe dreams, are they not? I think so.

Physically, I am getting weaker. Mentally, I am breaking. I am just pathetic.

I am just an aluminum can.

My beard keeps shedding…so does my hair.