Vent Thread

@ChickPea
Strange as it seems, there’s been a run of crazy dreams… can you tell me more about your dreams?

@StrangeKittenOfTheFabulousKilljoys
I had these dreams where all start when I was food poisoned then I became paranoid afterwards, suffering aquaphobia, over course of those weeks, I am been worrying and imagining those thoughts of PAM infection in my workplace in and out. I dreamt going to the village and swimming in a pool and getting an infection and die. I don’t know but it’s becoming scary.

@ChickPea
Aquaphobia is a symptom of rabies too, which is also obviously very bad. Hmm… it makes me wonder if there is any correlation between rabies and a brain-eating amoeba. Finding a cure for rabies would be MASSIVE, and purrhaps the meaning of your dream is simply a glimpse into the future of medical science and purrhaps a cure for rabies will be found! Scary dreams don’t necessarily mean bad things. Interestingly, I just contracted rabies again in a SIM game I’ve been playing, so the disease has been on my mind.

I’m drawing a blank on further advice, though. Be careful, don’t go swimming, and keep me updated if you have more dreams!

@StrangeKittenOfTheFabulousKilljoys
I had my three to four shot of my rabies vaccine and I’m about get my last dose in november 1st.

@ChickPea
Let’s hope the vaccines keep you protected, nya.

I have a buddy who’s always doing dumb shit and it makes me worried.

@Anonymous #8DB1
May they stay safe 💚 I know how you feel, I’ve had buddies raise my anxiety to the extreme when they would have depressive episodes. Things seem to be much calmer with them as of late afaik, which is good! Gives me the chance to focus on finally having low anxiety when it’s been through the roof for all of my adult life. Rewiring my brain is gonna take time, and I can have relapses, but I’m getting there. And so, so proud of my buddies for holding on and still being here. It’s hard for us strong ones to stay strong when our friends worry us to our core, but keep staying strong if you can, because your buddy needs you.

Looks like my Edge 2 caught their attention.

I have just about had it with my current employer and our new corporate owners.

Why does factory and warehouse work have to be so goddamn fucking awful?!

@ᎶㄖҜㄩ 乃ㄥ卂匚Ҝ
Because the Stockholm society we live in is set up to benefit our corporate overlords over the common worker. It’s asinine.

As I always say, keep hanging in there and don’t lose hope for a better future

Jeeeeesus I can’t think about wearing a dress for a few minutes without my brain melting down severely. Dysphoria has no chill.

Actually, my brain’s pretty lacking in chill in general today. And I know why. Sigh… I just want them to end for good. The last thing I need, on top everything, is 20 more years of these severe mood destabilizers. Lately I’ve been wondering if there are other options for ending them - I wanna curl up and cry when I think about how I got extremely nauseous when I tried birth control, so I don’t even get to do that option. This is suffering. I need out.

Remember, however: I am meeting with doctors in order to get this figured out. I am working towards taking care of this problem. It’s just taking forever, and my brain is literally hurting in the meantime.