Vent Thread

@MagpulDynamicPie  
Actually the blood on the piano was from a couple weeks ago. A glass fell off and cut my finger when I was playing and I rolled with it and didn’t stop playing. Exaggerated the keystrokes even cause I thought it was cool. I regret it, but at the same time I have mixed feelings. Have I mentioned I’ve lost my mind? If you see one lying around lemme know cause it’s probably mine that’s been missing for several years.
 
Also, thanks for commenting on the watch. It’s a Casio Calculator watch. They’re more 80s, I think. I’ve had mine for about 6 years now.

There’s a shooter on the run in my town and I’m almost three times his size.

@ᏰᎯᎠᎻᎬᎯᏒᎿ  
Cool. Go get him.
 
 
@OliverHancock  
That makes my watch extremely futuristic by 80s standards. Almost what they thought the future would really be.

@MagpulDynamicPie  
What do you have?

@OliverHancock  

I’m guessing that’s a smartwatch capable of running all kinds of apps then?

@OliverHancock  
Yeah, it’s an Apple Watch Series 4.

You live better than I do and yet you seem to have the least amount of money etc. you’ve ever had, while I’m probably at the highest I’ve ever been. You’re “broke” but you probably have more capital than I’ve ever had. You’ve still got a sizeable plane collection and a truck and a smartwatch and firearms and probably a shitton of other stuff. What the hell do/did you or your family do for a living anyway?
 
I don’t mean to sound like a dick. I like you, but damn I just don’t understand this world or its inhabitants sometimes. I mean, I’m not really any crazier than anyone else is. I’m just more obviously neurotic. Doesn’t mean I’m any more crazy than someone who’s happy and content. I wish I was happy and content. I wish I was man. Fuck.

@OliverHancock  
Fancy crap won’t make you happy.

People don’t understand what it’s like to be poor, to grow up poor, to grow up with alcoholic parents, to grow up in a fundamentalist religious household, to be abused, to have autism, to fucking lose your goddamned fucking mind and have no fucking way to get it back.

@OliverHancock  
We ran a lot of businesses. As such, the fortune we amassed was sizable to say the least, but when we lost what was ours due to corruption within the family, we could obviously no longer afford the lifestyle we were accustomed to. Which meant losing our house, our town, our luxuries, etc. My truck is the only extravagant thing I kept.

I just gotta stay alive. It will get better. It will get better. I will make it better. I’m going to make it better. I will get through this. I’ll get through it. I’m going to stay alive. I’m going to heat this. I will be happy again someday. I will do it. Ill make it. I can make it. I will make it. I’ll do this. I can make it. Please let me make it….. I got it. I’ll be okay. I’m going to be okay. I’m gonna be okay. I’m gonna be okay. I’m gonna be okay. ~

@OliverHancock  
Pretty much what I try to tell myself. I have about 400 dollars in the bank if it makes you feel better. I’m seriously broke. None of my assets are currently liquid.

Got a major fly problem. Ants, too.

@FruityPWN  
Burn incense.

Life going on autopilot as usual

rouge the bat
 
She’s a bat! She’s FEMALE
 
There’s ONE CHARACTER!
 
This tagging system is bogus.

@ᏰᎯᎠᎻᎬᎯᏒᎿ  
what

I had a dream once…

Got my newly renewed driver’s license last night. My picture looks like shit. XDDD

@ᏰᎯᎠᎻᎬᎯᏒᎿ  
If its that easy then please fucking add  
bat, female, solo and make everyone fucking happy. Thanks. I’m tired of having to fix your shit because you dont know how to tag. You can even hit that lovely ‘save’ button and then load it for each image. Save you a bit of time there.

@ᏰᎯᎠᎻᎬᎯᏒᎿ  

 
@Gyro  

 
Kinda harsh, but also kinda funny.

I were in this fine dream…

i am once again feeling like total ass bc my adderall wore off

I feel depressed.