Vent Thread

@Elly Catfox
I’m starting to wonder if Spirou is a traitor/turncoat, and is actually an antifur, he had uploaded antifurry imagery earlier and correlating the phipaw with zoophilia is something an antifur would do.

Looking at being homeless here in a month. sigh Thoughts, prayers, witchy magicks. Whatevs, if you’re into it… keep me in mind? thanks. <3

@Elly Catfox
Yes

@Elly Catfox
May spirits guide you.

@Elly Catfox
Praying for you.

Thank you both very much. 🖖

I’ve been having a lot of traumatic abuse memories flooding back hard over and over lately and it’s been extremely difficult to deal with.

I’ve been extremely angry the last couple days.

@Lunarmoon21
I love the phipaw btw. I feel like it’s a better symbol for a sect or group or something within furrydom rather than furrydom itself tho.

@Elly Catfox
Anger makes us strong. You must be calm, use your anger to concentrate.

I know it can be hard to trust anyone, don’t let people get to you.

@𝔅𝔞𝔡𝔥𝔢𝔞𝔯𝔱
I like that perspective. It’s a little foreign to me but I think I can see it now sorta.

You know what sucks is my ex is just winning so hard…

He told me a few months back after he tried to kill me and stole my money and ran away,

“I hope you end up homeless and die you stupid autistic bitch.”

and a bunch of other stuff. and… i don’t know why, but he’s been right about everything.

@Elly Catfox
He got to you.

His time is over now, it’s your turn to win.

@𝔅𝔞𝔡𝔥𝔢𝔞𝔯𝔱
You’re right. He didnt stab me 37 times in the chest, after all ♡

I need prayer from any Christian in this thread

@Lunarmoon21
Im not a christian, but I do keep you in my energies and ask my deities to look out for you once in awhile.

I’ve been on a one-way ticket to hell this past week.

Best Buy gonna stop selling DVDs and Blu-rays sometime next year.

An all digital and streaming future is going to suck!

@ᎶㄖҜㄩ 乃ㄥ卂匚Ҝ
Storage gonna be around for a long time tho. like sd cards and usb sticks.

Also weve been all digital since vhs went t dvd just sayin… i feel you tho!

being homeless sucks.

idk what im doing, where im going, or whats going on anymore.

I might just freeze to death one of these days. I dont have the street smarts, energy, or sense of direction or capability that I used to.

Im just kinda frozen in fear with it all a lot. I dont trust the system for help either cause they abused me too many times. so im just drifting through life barely floating like a soggy plank going down a river.

Been a little bit better and I feel a little bit stronger now. I got some hotels to stay at and stuff lately. ♡♡♡

@Elly Catfox
hugs

@Anonymous #E274
Thanks.

I cant sleep. roommate is snoring and its driving me crazy along with everything else. my soul is tired and weary. i am wide awake and yet not wanting to do anything.

@Elly Catfox
Do you know any dieties/spirits with short names starting with r and ending with s? Just curious

@Lunarmoon21
That has to be the oddest thing I’ve ever seen anyone ask someone else, when that other person is talking about the stuff that Elly Catfox is talking about.

It’s like you have some demon’s name in mind, and are just fishing to see if they know it too.

@Ciaran
I had a dream last night I was being chased by something called “רס” there are no vowel points because it’s Hebrew not Yiddish, so to me it looked like “R——S”. I have a feeling it could be a real thing.

The only thing I can think of that even comes close is Ereshkigal. If only because it includes ‘resh’. She’s Inanna’s sister and married to Nergal. As the Sumerian ruler of the underworld, maybe she’s close? But that’s 4,000 to 3,500 bc so … maybe something around the Babylonian captivity or something like that?

Not sure why you’re asking here though … there surely must be better places to turn to find out why you’re being haunted by demons in your dreams.

@Ciaran
Does she have anything to do with fire?
On the other hand my dad said it may not be a daemon/diety but רֻס”״” and old spelling of רוּס “Russia” due to what’s been happening lately.
His words
“This maybe a stretch. But, if the nations will attack Israel in the last days. They speak of one from the north. Again, this is speculation.
רֻס
It translates Rus.”

@Lunarmoon21
@Ciaran
I don’t mind so long as others dont… which they may haha.

I walk the dreamworld much, though I am tired now. I will DM you my specific thoughts tomorrow Lunarmoon. Let it suffice for now that you are safe for the time being and that I dont believe what this is will get the better of you or your people. Stay strong. ♡♡♡