Culture, Spirituality, and Personal Journeys Chat

Thank you, Pazuzu, for the work you’ve done through Vivziepop. Learning that Angel Dust’s real name is the name of my second-worst abuser hits hard. Thank you for throwing the bottles at him… You know what he said and how personal that was for me.

Episode 4 of Hazbin Hotel hits heavy ❤️

“Ettūtu was only one of the words for spiders present in Akkadian texts, the other two being anzūzu (written ŠÈ.GUR4) and possibly lummû.[3]”

Well, that answers why Pazuzu chose spiders as his calling card. Uttu is a spider goddess, and it’s interesting that her Wikipedia article also chose a white spider. Like Angel Dust from Hazbin.

“In Mesopotamian folklore, the spider embodies themes of fate, creation, and wisdom. It is often linked to the goddess Inanna, who represents love, war, and fertility. The spider is also associated with creativity and interconnectedness, reflecting the complex relationship between humans and the natural world.”

And nyaow that I’ve finished Hazbin, time to start Helluva Boss! Series is free on Youtube! 😸

There are a few reasons why I chose a spotted hyena as my fursona species.

Cultural reason
There are more people who hate hyenas than there are people who like hyenas. This is very similar to how people view my Jewish heritage. I will be comparing antisemitic tropes with false information connected to hyenas.

I sympathise with hyenas, the poor creatures don’t deserve all this hate either.

PCOS
PCOS is a hormonal disorder caused by cysts forming on the ovaries. Symptoms include heavy periods, excess body hair, and mood swings due to the imbalance of oestrogen and androgen.
Female hyenas naturally produce lots of androgen, making them bigger than the males and even look anatomically similar to males which I mentioned in more detail earlier.

Third and final reason
There just so cool!

@Lunarmoon21
Oh my gosh, PCOS might be a piece of this puzzle! I’m currently in the process of figuring out what is going on with my ovaries, which have huge cysts on them. It’s been a long process and I still don’t have answers. Now when I get back to seeing doctors, I’ll have another thing I can ask about. Thank you thank you thank you for your post 💚

On hyenas, I agree they are awesome! As nature’s clean-up crew, they are an important part of The Circle of Life ::3 They don’t deserve hate at all.

As to my species, I’ve figured out why I grew spots, why my skin is kitten-soft, why I have a roar as a self-defense mechanism, the deep connection to cats big and small, why the extraterrestrials who have reached out to me have mostly been big cats… I have Laani Lyran ancestry! They’re an alien race of cats 👽😺

@StrangeKittenOfTheFabulousKilljoys
Yeah!

Once more because I still feel a lot of guilt about 2024 despite knowing it’s not my fault: I. am. not. the. asshole.

Every person who talks about spiritual awakenings says they’re terrifying. Says they’re intense. Take this clip I made as an example.

Now imagine you’re me. Your spirit guides are your late grandma, who studied her Bible every night and doesn’t know you haven’t been doing same. Your late husband, who was into Tarot and crystals and saw your work on your story-and-world, Dead Moon, and knows how much you got right about the demon realm. And you’re meant to work with so many more spiritual beings than most other people, and some of the most powerful, such as God and Pazuzu, as well as be a medium who can channel the dead and actually get used to being possessed. I’m not typing any of this to scare anyone, but to explain why my posts throughout 2024 were so extreme.

And I had to figure all of that out by myself, with help from spirits using my YouTube algorithm. But no help from an actual, alive human. And it needed to be done, lest you think doomsday is something to be taken lightly.

Sigh… I’m just glad I’m actually going to be allowed to be myself again this year.

Again, try not to worry or fear. This was all so I could protect everyone, and those protections are nyaow in place 😸✌️🕊️