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Phew calm down Debby, people prefer calm over screaming with joy.

So happy I’m breaking down and crying rn 🌎🕊️

Wicked is a massive success and ya boi will be going on a mother-son date to the movies tomorrow! Blessed be my connection to Hecate ☽◯☾ and rewards for good deity work >^_<

10 more coffee-beers, on sale again for 99cents, a promising number indeed ::3 9 + 9 = 18, 1 + 8 = 9, my number! I hope hope hope this is a sign of victory.

10cbs should last me the entire rest of the month, considering I don’t drink one every day. It has been feeling like the alcohol helps my stomach slightly. Biggity based!

GRANT KIRKHOPE IS REDOING THE SOUNDTRACK TO DK64 THIS IS NOT A DRILL I AM HAPPY MONKE

Got my bulletproof skin and I adopted a Black Labrador

Purrrr, feeling really relaxed thanx 2 coffee #1. Also, I looked it up and, alcohol with antidepressants isn’t an immediately harmful thing. There’s just increased risk of depression stuffs, and will eventually be very taxing on the liver. Ergo, my extremely limited amount of drinking (I’ve said this before but, usually once or twice the entire year) should have no ill effects. A good example of why I always ask myself, “Why?”

My draft coffee also wishes for world peace, just as I always have. Cheers!🍻

Alcoholic coffee obtained! I don’t think mom realizes that’s what it is lmaooo. Loox to be very low %, should be safe and calming >^_<

Worth noting, I’ve always been good at quitting things cold turkey and not really getting addicted to substances. I have 5 to use over the next 10ish days, then they’ll probably never go on sale again, lol. Right reward, right time >^_<

First walk with glasses again, a heavy darkness and fog hung over everything. The energy of The Dark Masculine, only this time, I was prepared for it and ready to engage with it. Listened to my favourite band, and then a few songs from Undertale to close out the walk. Back nyaow to the playthrough of Undertale Yellow I’ve been watching, to learn more about it ::3

It feels good to take a five minute shower.

Finally got to see an optometrist! They fixed my old glasses, and my new pair will be ready in a few weeks! I’m glad things happened this way, though, because my new pair will feature a surprise that has made all this waiting worth it ::3

I love the rewards system so much! A few days ago, I was introduced to Tab For a Cause, so nyaow, opening a ton of tabs cuz of my ADHD and being forced into the NEET lifestyle by my disability can go to a greater good! >^_<

It’s at the point where Seth Meyers’s audience laughs about the Silver Wildebeest having “invented” things at the exact time I do. I’ve always been ahead of my time. I love it when the world begins to catch up with me >^_<

It’s like, striking how often things go well for people in the autism server I’m in. This purrson was letting out some frustration over not feeling understood as far as having autism goes. I talked to them a little, then they talked to their dad, and their dad agreed they’re probably autistic, despite it having seemed like he wouldn’t have.

Sometimes I wonder if I’m lowkey a miracle worker. Either way, it does the ol heart good to see such a good thing happen >^_<

Rewards for last night’s bravery:

✨ Fabulous happenings, nya nya >^_< ✨

So, we meet again, Orange Creamsicle…come comfort me!

Rewarded with smaller, folded griffon wings on Hero Forge so I can better make my designs for the Gravesmores and others of that species, so happy >^_<

Happiest I’ve felt in well over a decade. Inspired. Creative. Flourishing.

My dream now since 2016 has been to make Dead Moon. I’m excited that such great inspirations have been found, as the planning continues.

And really, was that not the entire point of my seeking therapy? They’re called antidepressants for a reason. I am doing very well, now that the world has become a brighter place >^_<

Cold shower is the shit ;)

Teeth still feeling like they’re covered in barnacles despite my attempts to clean them because of how frequently I threw up: 😞

Dental cleaning is next week and I get to chillax and listen to machinery while they get cleaned: 😃

Ya know, she throws out my expired food and lets animals and nature have it, at least if it’s things like chips that raccoons will want. The kinda stuff you throw out on your lawn.

Obviously, not everything can be that, but for what can’t, that’s what the trash cans are for.

I need to try and remember to look through her food every now and again and throw out anything that’s too far past its expiration date.

I’ve accomplished a lot of good these past few days. Mom was gonna eat some of the bean dip. Something made her decide against it, so by my falling ill, I was able to warn her in time. She had soups that were two years expired. I’m glad I did what I did, because what would have happened had she gone to eat one?

Life saver strikes again ::3

Ahhh, pine incense… I feel the cleansing power… shoulda thought to light one of these up sooner

Gonna manage to eat some much-needed food tonight with this one >^_<

Warm relief where I hover my hands over. Nyaahhh >^_<