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I think I’m dying of an actual broken heart. It’s a long long story. Basically my best friend is gone from my life, and it was sudden and I have no idea what happened. This person gave me a second lease on life and it was burned right in front of me.
I’ve been suffering severe mood swings of happiness and depression, and it never stops. I haven’t felt such a horrible level of mental instability before. Top that with me downing caffeine to keep the suicidal thoughts from going away, I’m a restless mess. I can’t take a break cause I graduate from school just a few days from now and I have a lot of work to do.
I’ve gone from spacing out, having to check if I’m alive, to having my chest slowly tense up more and more, and the physical feeling that I’m going to die. And I can’t call for the hospital, so I’m trying to find a way to stop myself from getting myself killed.
I’ve been suffering severe mood swings of happiness and depression, and it never stops. I haven’t felt such a horrible level of mental instability before. Top that with me downing caffeine to keep the suicidal thoughts from going away, I’m a restless mess. I can’t take a break cause I graduate from school just a few days from now and I have a lot of work to do.
I’ve gone from spacing out, having to check if I’m alive, to having my chest slowly tense up more and more, and the physical feeling that I’m going to die. And I can’t call for the hospital, so I’m trying to find a way to stop myself from getting myself killed.
General Discussion » Last one to post wins! » Post 810
_+KugelBlitz FlakPanzer+_ 
Clip their wings!
>Last one to post on this thread
>Doesn’t win, instead loses somehow
>Doesn’t win, instead loses somehow
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