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@Anonymous #6223
🦀🦀🦀 crab party!

If Geriatric Gerard doesn’t crash my funeral on a parade float screaming, “When I was a young boyyy”, I’m not dying.

I’ll stop nyaow, I just thought “Geriatric Gerard” was funny xx3

@StrangeKittenOfTheFabulousKilljoys
Hermit crabbing.

If I died, would anyone even know? Would I even get a funeral? I mean yeah my mom would know but I have no idea what she would even do with my body. What do you even do with a body in that situation? I’m not trying to speak ill of her. She’s not physically strong and we’re probably too poor for a funeral.

If I don’t have the most extra funeral possible, I’m not dying. This obviously means I am too young to die. As is everyone else here.

Long live us 💚

@Anonymous #6223
You need not answer this. Just think about it:

What are some things you can do that would make you feel at home in your body?

@Anonymous #6223
If My Chemical Romance’s “Welcome to The Black Parade” doesn’t play at my funeral, I’m not dying.

I hate my body.

If I don’t die by the time I grow very old, it’ll be too soon.

@Anonymous #F01E
Lay flat. Focus your thoughts on slowing your heart. Breathe deeply.

@Lunarmoon21
May he rest peacefully. I’m getting a warm, happy feeling. I think he’s doing well. Cancer is a hellish battle. I know from personal experience.

He is with the lord, who smiles upon him ✡️

YOU STUPID IDIOT! WHY DO I KEEP SCREWING UP?

Madre de dios…my chest and eye keeps hurting and it feels like I will just drop dead any moment.

@Lunarmoon21
My condolences.

One of my uncles that’s been struggling with cancer for years finally went to see the lord this morning. He had a heart attack in the hospital.

@𝕭𝖆𝖉𝖍𝖊𝖆𝖗𝖙
Yes.

And I’m currently considering making it a life goal of mine to grab a beer with you, because we both know what it’s like to have parents who are a lot.

But I look forward to the day that my mom’s withdrawal symptoms stop. I will hope that this is the last crabby, door-slammy day for her for at least a long while. She can do this!

And maybe I’ll see you in hell >^_^<

88°

Is Texas hell?

Am I in hell?

@ChickPea
You really gotta get over that fear, friend. It’s keeping your mind trapped in a negative state.

Shwari. Calm. 🫶

Who knows it was mist but I’m concern the mist is contaminated with the puddle once it reach to my face, unfortunately my mom also caught in the crossfire.

For context, I was told by my mom to clean a old refrigerator which is been filthy with it’s interior soaked with spoiled vegetables and left a nasty puddle that looks like coca cola, so I pressured washed it and got some onto my face, I don’t know it was from the mist of the pressure or droplets of disgusting still water brewing the one of the most deadliest parasite known to man and has no cure for it.

I have this bad feeling if I try to sleep or stay awake, I’ll suffer Naegleria Fowleri. Seriously, I had this dream where it’s midnight and I wanted to sleep, but I fear there’s going to be a awful headache I may experience.

@FruityPWN
The first step on the path to becoming truly at peace is to find shwari. That means calm. An inner calm that helps you no longer be afraid, angry, or whatever negative emotions you may be holding within in you. Such emotions are okay to feel and do have their place, but one cannot solve their problems when overwhelmed by them.

So, you need to find shwari. You’ve actually made some progress there, and I’m proud of you for that. Mental health is not an easy beast to fight, but it can be fought and you can win.

Once you find shwari, you will be able to think much more clearly. This will help you find solutions to problems. Take my problem of broken glasses as an example. I was upset at first, but I began to notice all the beautiful things around my neighborhood. I also noticed that there is almost always someone out walking a dog so, if anything bad ever happened to me, help would be around. This helped further calm the anxieties I was having at the time. I would go on to notice many good signs popping up around my neighborhood and then, after many moons, my glasses finally got repaired. I also got new ones, rewarded for handling the test well with a pair that has Hello Kitty on them. I would go on to notice a good few more Hello Kitties pop up shortly thereafter, a sign of pawsitivity and love from the universe.

The lesson is that, many bad situations are only so because of our perception. Shift your perception, find the positives, and you will begin to feel better within yourself. It’s not the entire solution, but it’s what you can do.

You are doing well, Fruity. Keep up your journey. The dullest metal is still strong 💚

Moisturize.

My beard keeps shedding…so does my hair.

I…am suffering. I have no more will than an empty aluminum can; it wishes to be stainless steel, even tin would work, but it is weak. Easily broken…I have been going through a lot in the last couple of weeks and I am ready to just give up. I do not want to be where I was many moons ago; I would rather be twelve feet under, not just six feet under…looked back on my archives - I was rotten and still have some of those tendencies…look at me, I have done nothing but just let things go by. Think health is catching up to me and that is also an unfortunate state of affairs. I do not want bad things to happen. I do not want to lose anyone else. The ones I did lose, I want them back… want… WANT… I truly am a selfish creature…lonely, sad, pitiful too. Maybe, I do not deserve it.

Also, I am neutral about what is going on in the world today. I just let it be as it will, but I have my own views and passions…sadly, these goals may never be truly met. These goals I have…they are pipe dreams, are they not? I think so.

Physically, I am getting weaker. Mentally, I am breaking. I am just pathetic.

I am just an aluminum can.

@MoonOtter
Well, it is important to let everyone know we’ll be okay. I’m not the one who had that vision 10 years ago. The one who did will see my post eventually. They need not reply, though. They deserve respect and space here.

Enjoy a sign that I got the correct answer. And now I drop the subject >^_^<✌️

@StrangeKittenOfTheFabulousKilljoys
As much as I respect your passion, please don’t feed the trolls.