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@StrangeKittenOfTheFabulousKilljoys
You need love. Add me on discord why don’t you? It’s ellycatfoxalt.

You ever just feel so tired of being alone every time you cry? I suppose it’s good that I’m getting these emotions out, but still. I’ll be okay of course. I just long for cuddle ☹️

You’re okay… you’re safe… no one’s coming to hurt you… sun will be up soon

Not being a member of the silver wildebeest’s website meant I couldn’t even read that Amber Alert

There’s a sad story about tonight.

I was going to get myself a bottle of rum, but I spent the money on whiskey for my father’s birthday on the thirteenth. And when I got back in the truck, my mother told me that he lost his job.

@FruityPWN
Indeed, keep hanging in there 🫂

@𝕭𝖆𝖉𝖍𝖊𝖆𝖗𝖙
He is with God in Heaven >^_<

@Anonymous #0E0B
May you have much better sleeps, friend ::3

I would give anything just to sleep solid again for once…

@ᎶㄖҜㄩ 乃ㄥ卂匚Ҝ
May our prayers be heard from anywhere in the world.

RIP James Earl Jones

I had a mental breakdown last night…but I must persevere.

For as much as I loved him, my high school sweetheart was a bad guy. For months now, I haven’t been able to shake the feeling. I knew he seemed older than he said he was, and I knew there just had to be something fishy about the fact that he had a photo on his Facebook where he looked the exact same and was dressed the exact same, even though it was years later. He’s with a very young-looking girl in the photo.

It makes too much sense. He once said that if we had had a child together, he would have had to marry me. Entrapment. That’s why he would complain about the condoms being too tight, despite the fact they were magnums and I’ve seen videos debunking such a thing.

That’s why he always seemed so sad. That’s why he suddenly ghosted me, claiming I was “too clingy”. I think he realized how kind I am, and just couldn’t bring himself to do what he was probably sent out to do. He also at one point threatened legal action against me for the few years’ age gap we supposedly had.

He was so skinny too, and didn’t eat lunch… Probably for the best that my severe depression kept me from going to prom.

When I talked to him recently, he said he stopped listening to music years ago. Weird, right? And spoke of saving up money for marriage but not actually having met someone. Those are some serious red flags 🚩 That boy ain’t right, I tell ya!

@MoonOtter
One, two weeks max and will be done~

@Garka la Garka
Oh wow, I’d love to see the result. That’s gonna look gorgeous.

@Garka la Garka
This honours Anubis! Well done >^_<

So after talk with a friend, I decide to spend my money in buying a few commissions this month. One will be Hannah cosplaying as Shiroko Terror (Anubis) from Blue Archive. Lets see how it is looking xD. I oay the artist extra so he can enjoy drawing that as a challenge. The dress looks complicated.

I believe I spend this quantity of money because the rupture I have recently. No money for my girl to spend anymore, so I spend it in my lovely fursona, my other girl I know she will not leave me xD

I’ve been trying to find more music but depression has been a monster recently.

You know it? Fuck it, Imma upluad some blue archive art of Shiroko (anubis) today if I found more furry art of her xD

@MoonOtter
Yeah… maybe not. If you want I can discuss the lore in deep, about every reference that appears to every religion I know, buuuut I believe there are others threads or I can create one for talking about the game best xD

Honestly the game has a major meta theme to it. Touches on the nature of storytelling quite a bit. It’s pretty well implied that most of the playable characters aren’t regular girls but connected to old pantheon gods somehow.

It’s just, ya know, dressed up as a “girls with guns” game.

@Garka la Garka
Excellent! I shall take this as a sign that Anubis has time for movie night tonight ::3 I see now why I couldn’t find The Mummy’s Hand on the high seas, The Mummy (1999) is a remake of it, as well as the superior version >^_<

At least they give you tons of pulls if you know how to save them for later xD, I am at 70 pulls saved for now lol

@StrangeKittenOfTheFabulousKilljoys
I mean, quite literal she called Anubis, leave me search an example:

There are references to another gods, like Horus xD

@Garka la Garka
Ooo, nice.
I feel you, having just picked the game back up I’m not exactly in a place where I can pull a ton. I’m still regretting taking a break and missing swimsuit Shiroko (and swimsuit Ayane, for that matter).

@Garka la Garka
Yay my buddy came to your game! You’re right, get him on your team ::3

And today I learn that Anubis, I mean, Shiroko terror from blue archive will be in the gacha, and I have to save money because my luck sucks. Great!

I need the Egyptian wolf in my team, in any way possible. No more commissions for a time xD

@𝕭𝖆𝖉𝖍𝖊𝖆𝖗𝖙
Ya gotta be brave and stoic. Wish I could share my bravery pills with you. Have a hug 🫂