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LMFAO mom turned green. Fuckin knew it. This is gonna work out somehow >^_<

All I did was scroll Instagram while taking a shit and well…

Immaculate conception.

We all know Roaring has created quite the mess with all these cats. What I didn’t tell you yesterday, was DP gave birth. Guess how many kittens she had?

The numbers lined up :3

I built an entire home. It’s what I’ve been wanting to share, but my mind has been in a thousand places so I’m a little far from updating it how I want to. Art takes time and all that. But you are going to love it more than probably anything you’ve ever seen, nya >^_<

🐝🐝🐝

So ordained by Gerard Yahweh:

Here is your daily Frerard

Just nerdy Discord things, nya >^_<

When Foxy Nerd makes a clip of our typical shenanigans. Well I guess I got my gun lmfao

I have to find a way to bring them back together

Mousekat

Can Phoenix Axel answer my question?

Sometimes, we must place a pause on what we want to do in order to save a life. But we are supported. We are loved. An entire packed stadium loves us >^_<

I didn’t even know there was a sequel series and what appears to me on YouTube on today of all days?

The Fabulous Killjoys: National Anthem

Would you lookie that. Kennyoung has tons of awesome furry covers and YouTube just made a whole mix of them for me. She really does give me music :3

Hope y’all don’t mind if I explain how my AuDHD worx/thoughtdump, nya >^-<

I get really hyperfixated on albums and individual songs a lot of the time. To the point I’ve only listened to old songs from Green Day or My Chem a little here and there. I’m not that familiar with the back catalog.

I love that I’m this way, though, because it causes me to think about all the meanings and interpretations. As an example, what would it mean to be a son of rage and love? Yes, they spell it out plainly later on in AI, father’s rage and mother’s love, I got that. But it would also mean embodying rage and love.

What if everything worked out between St Jimmy and Whatsername in the end?

What would the Bible of none of the above even look like?

What even is the name of the woman in Na Na Na? She’s not even in the comics. She’s like, some silent force of support, giving music to the other Killjoys, with her Noise shirt. She makes noise in her own special way. She’s cool as hell.

I love the cat, black and green are my favourite colours >^-< I love how he’s always with The Girl.

What would a Green Day version of a Killjoy look like?

Well, Whatsername is a cool song I don’t think I’ve posted in the music thread before, so guess I will 💚🩷

Lol Foxy Nerd thought. She fuckin thought this isn’t a good purpose. What a goober.

𓆩♡𓆪 ʂէҽҽղ 𓆩♡𓆪 — Yesterday at 11:53 PM
part of my purpose in life seems to be to provide chill vibes amid companionship, idk maybe it’s just wishful thinking on my part like oh i’m here to cuddle tons of girls, that’s what gives me purpose and that’s like.. well is that what it is or is that just what i wish it was lmao

Strange ☆ Kitten — Yesterday at 11:53 PM
It is what your purpose is
[11:53 PM]
People are lonely, Christine
[11:54 PM]
You help them

I don’t put people on pedestals. I see their true inner beauty and lift them up to my level.

Brain.fm ad on YouTube, says it helps with relaxation and focus. I don’t think I need it, but purrhaps could be helpful >^_<

I also work on what I want, when I want. If I am inspired to make something else, I will work on that rather than Dead Moon. It takes time away from it of course but who cares? I will make whatever art I want whenever I want. Art comes from the soul. Pour out the creativity in whatever way it comes out.

Free yourself from all masters you don’t want. Do what you want, when you want. Within reason I do suppose, at times compromises need to be reached, like when you’re making plans with someone. But when you are alone, you can do whatever you want. Do not let capitalism control you.

Killjoys make some noise and stay dangerous :3

Thinking about Cactus Bloom and Super Nova. They’ve always dealt with a far greater level of depression and stress than even me. I dropped out of college because I had cancer, Cactus dropped out because it got to be too much for him. And each reason is equally valid.

When I was going, I would generally take two classes a week. High school taught me that I couldn’t handle a huge workload. It would take me longer to get any sort of degree, and then I never did. And that’s okay.

Forgive and have patience with yourself if you’re only able to do so much. You are loved regardless.

I’ve grappled with feeling like I’m too much. But I’m not. I’m beautiful.

I think Cactus grappled with the opposite. That he wasn’t enough. But he was, through his existence and purrsonality alone. All that mattered was that he was in my life.

It’s hard to look outside ourselves and see the impact we make.

Had I not had my breakdown, I would not be here reflecting on everything. Realizing my impact. But it was a chain reaction, caused by others as well. There is someone who has helped me massively by being the way they are. Taught me to love myself. Motivated me to make the friend army and realize how loved I am. Gather them so I no longer cry at night.

You help just by being yourself. You are enough.

You can’t rush art. Let art and life be lived at the pace they will be lived at. Dead Moon may take me a very long time. Maybe I’ll never get it done. We’ll see.

But I am making a difference in the world either way through the power of my existence. My friends and my mother all do as well, in their various ways. If we were not the way we were, we wouldn’t be making the difference we are making.

All of us make lights. All of us shine brightly. Killjoys never die, nya :3

The music we listen to, contains lyrics about machines that kill fascists, worshipping Satan, murder, and so on. It is edgy, raw, perhaps a touch scary at times. But it is our outlet. It is our vent. It is our noise. It is how we process our emotions. It is healthy and it is harmless. I feel that now, now that my meds have kicked in and I’m experiencing far less social anxiety. Perhaps I need not be afraid of coming off as scary. It’s not like Badheart doesn’t also listen to the edgiest stuff, lol >^-<

It is the thing that unites us. It is the electricity in our very souls. It is what we need to survive and thrive in a world that tries to keep us down.

We traveled back in time by my sharing the designs from many years ago, but now let’s travel to Oct 23, 2022 via Discord. I could use a little something more to help relax me, so here we go :3

I wrote a parody of Steam Powered Giraffe’s Bad Days On The Horizon, which is linked in the music thread. I wrote it about Big Yales and yard sards. ArgonianLizardfolk is Cactus :3

Strange ☆ Kitten — 10/23/2022 9:39 AM
There
[9:39 AM]
Were
[9:39 AM]
Big yales on the horizon
[9:39 AM]
Way before I met you
[9:40 AM]
There were big yales on the horizon
[9:41 AM]
That were dark, so big and so blue
[9:42 AM]
I could never walk easily through yards
[9:42 AM]
Not like it should be, they were covered up by sards

𓆩♡𓆪 ʂէҽҽղ 𓆩♡𓆪 — 10/23/2022 9:43 AM
pfffsfhf

Strange ☆ Kitten — 10/23/2022 9:44 AM
Navigation was so hard
[9:44 AM]
Oh darling
[9:44 AM]
I arrived to the sale
[9:45 AM]
But there was only a big yale
[9:45 AM]
Yes I arrived to the sale
[9:45 AM]
But there was only a big yale
[9:46 AM]
Oh darling I could see those cardboard signs
[9:46 AM]
In the morning sky, they were spelled oh so wrong
[9:47 AM]
And oh darling
[9:47 AM]
You were in the yards
[9:49 AM]
But was it me causing all the sards?

𓆩♡𓆪 ʂէҽҽղ 𓆩♡𓆪 — 10/23/2022 9:49 AM

Strange ☆ Kitten — 10/23/2022 9:50 AM
There were big yales
[9:50 AM]
On the horizon
[9:50 AM]
Way before I met you
[9:50 AM]
There were big yales
[9:50 AM]
On the horizon
[9:51 AM]
That were dark, so big and so blue
[9:53 AM]
I could never walk easily through yards
Not like it should be, they were covered up by sards
Navigation was so hard
[9:55 AM]
I always told myself I’d never big yale
[9:55 AM]
Again, but that obviously wasn’t true
[9:56 AM]
Because I found you
[9:56 AM]
Oh darling I arrived to the sale
[9:56 AM]
But there was only a big yale

Strange ☆ Kitten — 10/23/2022 9:57 AM
Yes, I’ve arrived to the sale
[9:58 AM]
But there was only
[9:58 AM]
I hope it’s not lonely
[9:58 AM]
Are you ready for macaroni

𓆩♡𓆪 ʂէҽҽղ 𓆩♡𓆪 — 10/23/2022 9:58 AM
!

Strange ☆ Kitten — 10/23/2022 9:58 AM
But there was only a big yale
[10:00 AM]
If there’s no reason for you to yard sard, darling
[10:00 AM]
Might you sard longer, I wouldn’t mind, darling
[10:01 AM]
If there’s a reason for you to yard sard, darling

ArgonianLizardfolk — 10/23/2022 10:01 AM
I’m dying

Strange ☆ Kitten — 10/23/2022 10:01 AM
I’ll hope to yard sard another time
[10:01 AM]
Darling
[10:02 AM]
You make the yale grow so lovely
[10:02 AM]
So big (so big, so big, so big)
[10:02 AM]
So big

ArgonianLizardfolk — 10/23/2022 10:02 AM
DHOAHDKAJSOAK

𓆩♡𓆪 ʂէҽҽղ 𓆩♡𓆪 — 10/23/2022 10:02 AM
its growing ohgod

I feel a lot better nyaow >^-<

Antichrist Anarchist. Writhing Sorrow. Violent Scare Machine. Squealing Bladder Pancakes. Squeely. Oh, right, the strange kitten is strange because she squees instead of meows. Blood Shade. Kaiju Fiend. Morbid Monster. Spring Storm. All various names I’ve used throughout the years.

Strange Kitten is really the one that has stuck. My ineffable, effable, effanineffable, deep and inscrutable, singular, name >^_<

Did you know that Cactus Bloom and Spring Storm have designs? I’ll be sharing them shortly, as well as hitting up the music thread. We’re gonna travel back in time yet again!

Cellar Door.

Edit: And perhaps I should clarify, I was just edgy and into horror films. A lot of these are from when I was a teen, heh. With me, it’s always references or metaphors and such :3