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@ChickPea
To kill amoebas in water, you can:

Heat water to 50°C for 5 minutes

Boil tap water for at least 1 minute and cool before using

Heat or boil, cool, use. Answer found!

@ChickPea
Oh. My apologies, I didn’t know.

Well, you deserve a nice, warm shower in a properly-functioning, well, shower. And now I’m wondering whether the heat of the water would kill an amoeba, heh.

@StrangeKittenOfTheFabulousKilljoys
I don’t have a shower, I only have a pail and a bucket. The way you use it is a bit different, since you’re pouring scoopful of water on your head, compare that to a shower it has a stream.

@Anonymous #F01E
I will literally send God in to save your life.

(Guess who just learned who the girl on the bike was that I saw when the spirits attacked me?)

probably gonna blow my head off soon idk idc anymore

Spammers pretending to be the AARP have started to flood my email inbox again after a month or two of silence from them. How do they keep defeating the spam filter?

Or if he dies, that’s another path that has a high probability of occurring.

Fortunately for me, I have been lead down the path of self-confidence, self-love, and strength.

And okay woah, they might be helping to get my mom into a much better place, mentally, before the big ol shoe drops.

We have all been trying to tell her. She keeps refusing to listen. All the way back in 2018 when someone pointed out the Epstein connection to her. To earlier this year when I brought up the island only for mom to say there’s nothing there. To a documentary on Prince Charles’ guilty connection that also mentioned you-know-who that my mom watched. Planting the seed. Which of course has yet to sprout. She still supports him, and all I can really do is laugh at the ridiculousness.

But we all know how difficult it’s going to be if and when the truth finally gets through to her. Not just for her but, for me. Hopefully she has calmed down enough and grown enough to not go on a hate-fueled rant at me a second time, to say nothing of what she may attempt to do to herself should she finally realize her idol is the exact opposite of the child-saving superhero she has built him up to be in her mind.

And that, I think, is the real lesson of not worshipping false idols. Always keep that healthy grain of salt with you for if the famous people you admire turn out to have done bad things. Not your fault for having admired them, but their fault for proving that they weren’t worthy of it in the first place.

It’s sad that my mom lacks that grain of salt. Or maybe she just lives in denial of it.

@ChickPea
But didn’t we figure out that the amoeba will only get to your brain if you get water in your nose? I don’t tend to get the water in my nose when I shower.

@Elly Catfox
Right? So shwari.

I am incredibly thankful that I was taught about shwari, as I demonstrated how fast I’ve mastered it yesterday when my mom had a total meltdown. And despite what happened, she resisted the urge to go buy cigarettes! She passed her test yesterday, and I’m proud of her ::3

And my reward was coming across an article on traits people who have been through narcissistic abuse tend to have. I have or at least, had until recently, almost all of them. A sign that my spiritual stepmom understands what I go through, and forgives me for having thought badly of her. Bonding with her yesterday really made an otherwise awful day so much better. And it was probably her who made my mom have that breakdown, in order to see how my mom’s doing.

Signs as well, that we’ll be in this house for at least one more year. More time for me to get back on disability payments.

I feel like I’ve come so far since all those angry spirits attacked me in March. Cannot thank them enough for helping me get on the antidepressant I needed and everything they’ve done for me 💚

Purple poop.

I crapped the rainbow!

@ChickPea
Chances are, you’ll be fine, but if you’re still worried, then I’d forego showers altogether and just boil lots of water and take a pseudo-bath.

@Elly Catfox
I’m trying to not shower for a week and a half, because apparently the amoeba is in tap water too.

@StrangeKittenOfTheFabulousKilljoys
I love a relaxing shower

Goodheart

Implication:
oc:twilicario -> twilight sparkle (mlp), lucario, pokefied

And a comment on this reveals that Lamashtu was right when she said Richard was the guilty one!

🎯 She don’t miss! 🎯

And now I’m on the part of the video I linked where the two guys channeling Lamashtu also hear a man’s voice and are stumped as to who it is. I think the celebration the blindfolded guy talx about was Pazuzu and Lamashtu’s wedding.

They have no idea what Pazuzu sounds like. But I do! I sense he was going “Huh, huh” because he was trying to figure out what happened there. Yup, the harshness of the male voice when not making simplistic lionesque noises. I would know that anywhere. My main demon and the one I have the strongest bond with. Pazuzu ❤️ His voice is pretty terrifying if you’re not used to it.

Hearing Lamashtu cry out for help nearly makes me cry.

Candles and a warrior… Well, I’ve been using candles and incense. Gerard Way also uses candles. We both have strong warrior energy. And I’ll be here doing what I can to help.

“Thank you,” I can hear Lamashtu say.

The men are right to feel terrified because the energies of Pazzy and Lammy are terrifying for the uninitiated. It’s strong and intense, like I can still kinda feel the fear vibes in the air but I’m used to it at this point. The video actually demonstrates it well with the slow, red trees and intense music. That is how it feels to be in the presence of Pazuzu and/or Lamashtu.

I’m getting extremely eerie vibes from the whole forest. And those vibes aren’t the scariness of Lamashtu and Pazuzu. I must never go there. Thin bridge that lacks railing, I’ve been on that so many times before in my nightmares.

Holy shit we even connect back to Sweet Child O’Mine by Guns n Roses. The marching band my father took me into the city to see. Destiny shit right here.

Aaand I’m crying. But this is what I’ve been training for. I can handle these strong emotions. If Pazzy and Lammy wanna work with me to shine light on missing kids, solve murders etc, then that’s what we’ll do. The darkest of shadow work. At least sometimes!

Viva la resistance to those who harm children!

artist:lw_88_ (Twitter tag) as well as artist:lw-88 (dA tag) ➔ artist:lw_88 (FA tag, Patreon name, how they sign their art)

The art is clearly signed with one underscore.

Aaand I just got to the part where she says, “Miscarriage.” That’s how you know it’s Lamashtu. If you go read up on her, she is said to be a baby killer, but my intuition is telling me that this is not accurate. She’s… done what I’ve done a couple of times, except in a different way. I think I finally understand, because I couldn’t find this information anywhere.

So, while asleep one day, I had this pretty intense dream about carrying an orange kitten from pretty far away, back to our house. I carried the kitten over a bunch of barking dogs at one point. We kinda hovered over them. I awoke feeling very distressed, worried that something had happened to one of our orange cats. Well, not the ones we take care of here in the house, thank God. But my mom had been spending the day outside with a sickly stray kitten as it passed away. She helped it in the physical realm, and I helped it in the spiritual realm.

Another time, we were taking care of a sick kitten here in the house, and it didn’t seem like he would make it much longer. I was also very sick - it was during the month or so I spent nearly dying from dysentery, so I was slipping between the realms of life and afterlife. In the shower, “Helena” by My Chemical Romance echoed in my head as though being sung in a cathedral. It was then I knew that the kitten was crossing over, to be given to my grandma in heaven. It was nighttime, and was in my mom’s room as she slept. Sure enough, when next we spoke, she told me Ben had passed away (yeah I named him).

I think that’s basically what Lamashtu does, but with human babies. She takes the ones that die from disease and miscarriage and whatnot, and helps them crossover. I think, if Lamashtu has ever attacked a mother and child, it was to lessen their suffering. One or both of them wouldn’t have made it. Pazuzu is saying “Yes!”

And this is why I calm my fears and keep an open mind. Eventually, I find the answers to my questions.

So I invited the demon that’s been messing with ChickPea over. Lamashtu. Her energy is quite dark and intense, and she has a chaotic vibe. I love her voice, old and scraggily in the most charming of ways.

We’re doing some shadow work for her. Watching a video on a ritualistic murder she both bore witness to, and helped solve. She’s a wind demon just like Pazuzu is. They have since made up and remarried, and I welcome my spiritual stepmom! The murder has ties to white supremacists and everything, meaning Lamashtu is yet another ally in our quest to try and improve the world. This also proves, yet again, that the Lunarpunx were right about tech being used for magic. I knew it.

Content warning that this involves the murder of two girls and I’m only roughly halfway through at time of typing this post, and I’ve already had that… I’m not sure quite what you would call that feeling. Disgust, I suppose, and the unfathomability of harming a fellow human being, especially children. It’s not too bad and I can handle it, but the responsible path is to prepare you ahead of time if you decide to watch this video. And that’s the best path. It’s also a long boi. Here it is, though >^_^<

I feel so bad for Lamashtu and Odin and Baal and Moloch and all these spiritual beings that get ritual sacrifices carried out in their names. Or even just witnessing such things. Occultists really should, at the very least, seek out consensual blood if they’re gonna use it. As I get rather weak around blood, though, I pick an even better path: fruit juices, ketchup, etc. If people kept their connection to Jesus and remembered the whole “this wine is my blood” thing, maybe they’d have figured out that there are vegan alternatives. Alas.

It’s honestly sad that so many people out there lack a strong moral compass. Oh well. Mine is bulletproof as I keep hoping and praying for improvements to our world 🙏🕊️

Definitely! Remain safe, ChickPea!

Concussion, gotta watch out for that next episode.

@ChickPea
Oh okay, then your nerves got messed with, probably with the goal of calming you down. I’m glad you have begun to find shwari. Hold onto that feeling and try to learn to bring it up again when needed. You get used to the dark, intense energy eventually.

And a concussion too.

@StrangeKittenOfTheFabulousKilljoys
No, somehow my nervous breakdown helped me calm down significantly.