Vent Thread

@FruityPWN
Well, I recognize you as a dear friend now, and it would be awesome if you stuck around 🫂

@StrangeKittenOfTheFabulousKilljoys
I wish everyone did. To me at least.

@StrangeKittenOfTheFabulousKilljoys
Nah…

@FruityPWN
Well I don’t want you to die.

I’ll be staying here in the living realm no matter what.

The clock strikes 12

I’m so nervous about Christmas

@𝕭𝖆𝖉𝖍𝖊𝖆𝖗𝖙
I’m excited, as plans to visit Arizona move forward >^_<

I’ll definitely keep you in my thoughts and send good vibes your way. Based on what you’ve said about your family, I recognize that this will probably be a stressful time for you. Hugs and cheers 🫂 🥂

Damn, it’s my birthday again…every year, something bad happens, maybe I can distract myself with shoving cake in my face or something.

@𝕭𝖆𝖉𝖍𝖊𝖆𝖗𝖙
I don’t know why I also have this feeling as well, isn’t this suppose to be a special occasion you can enjoy and cherish for an entire month?

I just got blown apart by Thanksgiving and Halloween was a flop…maybe we should just have an after-Christmas, there’s so much to do and these prices are intimidating.

@FruityPWN
Happy birthday, regardless 🫂

I can mostly lift my weight around, I almost did a full rep pull-up.

@ChickPea
Heck yeah! 💪

Death is only but the beginning.

^ True

What is life?

Merely organic material possessed by static entities.

Heed the sign and keep your promise, Debbie. Never let them lose you. Maybe we’ll stop feeling this way after a nap.

Hate how hard it is to nap when I just keep crying. I don’t know if I’m tapping into anyone else’s energy but, this sure feels like my pain. Maybe I’m being given a chance to feel it for a little while before I have to go back to being strong.

Still hurts that I have a mom who claims to love me, yet I’m forbidden from being who I really am. Still hurts that my heart is cracked and I’m lonely to my core, but there’s also only a couple people I would even feel safe around after one of my recent relationships had my mind in constant pain and anguish because ignored important consent. Maybe I’m slipping a little. Healing isn’t linear and PTSD doesn’t fully go away.

Maybe the brain can only remain strong for so long before it begins to break.

All I can do is remain patient with myself and keep trying to nap.

Doing much better tonight. I don’t know why my energy got so messed up. Maybe those spiritual dreams took a lot out of me.

Not easy being the way I am, but it is what it is. I don’t have much choice over the things the spiritual realm has me do 🤷

That explains why I’ve never seen the police helicopter, they fly directly over my house!

@StrangeKittenOfTheFabulousKilljoys
Demons feed off your energy in exchange for favors it’s a known fact.

@𝕭𝖆𝖉𝖍𝖊𝖆𝖗𝖙
True! So, prophetic dreams and a rough day after in exchange, which can be napped off. Fair enough deal.

They choose me for this stuff because they know I can handle it. They know I’m the type of purrson who is hardcore about protecting people. And let’s not forget, this also involves angels.

The spiritual realm is intensely powerful. My grandma spent much of her youth in asylums, and took various pills, not all of which were mental health related, but some were. I’m honestly fortunate compared to her, and I don’t think she ever tried to work with demons. She was strictly Bible. She could tell from the time I was born that I inherited a lot of her strong connection to the spiritual realm.

That connection is very important and is necessary to maintain.

Lastly, I’d like to add that this has been going on with me since birth, so I don’t want anyone feeling guilty about anything. This is what I’m supposed to do 😸

@StrangeKittenOfTheFabulousKilljoys
My grandfather was a bishop.

Nonetheless, the spirits prefer a code of silence lest mortals judge you as mad.

@𝕭𝖆𝖉𝖍𝖊𝖆𝖗𝖙
And plenty already have, lol

I take vitamins and hulk out

Son of a bitch that hurts.