Vent Thread

ChickPea

[@StrangeKittenOfTheFabulousKilljoys](/forums/dis/topics/vent-thread?post_id=45823#post_45823
It’s like watching me in the future which is now, it’s torturing to be honest. It’s like throws horrifying what ifs to me and made it so believable, this prompt my anxiety. I don’t how long it will last till this nightmare ends. December? I hope so.
StrangeKittenOfTheFabulousKilljoys

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@ChickPea
I think your mind is just working through some of your darkest paths in dreams so that they don’t happen in reality. Scary and alarming but, that’s how angels protect people.
It ties into when I was possessed by King Paimon and made all those awful posts because of it like, 5 or so months ago. I still carry a ton of guilt for it, but when I ask myself why that happened, I get the sense that it’s actually protective magic. Better to deal with awful posts than actually have those dark paths happen.
And now that I’m aware of that and more used to possession and intense energies, it hopefully won’t happen again. They still have the realm of dreams if they need me to help kill dark paths.
StrangeKittenOfTheFabulousKilljoys

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@ChickPea
They are indeed existentially terrifying things. The thought of losing control of your brain into an awful death like that is… not fun.
Still, it could be a message that we are on the path towards finding cures for these. It’s definitely got me hopeful!
StrangeKittenOfTheFabulousKilljoys

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Hope it’s cool if I post an uplifting rare screen I came across while playing demonic Lion King:
Because truly, it is sad to see everyone go through such difficult things and depression and everything. I’m sure my life was saved in part so that I could keep being here for you all ✌️💖
StrangeKittenOfTheFabulousKilljoys

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@ChickPea
Yeah, the message is clearly that you shouldn’t be so afraid of water. The spiritual realm is often confusing and terrifying and I’m not entirely sure why, but that’s how it is and I’ve learned I’m supposed to think calmly and try to figure out what the message really is rather than jumping to fear-induced conclusions.
And the pin in the “might find a cure for rabies and/or amoebas” will definitely be kept. Could even be a decade or two from now but, we’ll hope the science gets there ::3
ChickPea

I know how I got this dream, it’s somewhere from June or July, I was high from pot and went to sleep. After I woke up. I’ve figured it was just imagination, but except everything went came true, it’s telling my timeline and I don’t know what to do…
StrangeKittenOfTheFabulousKilljoys

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Voter regret is already at an all-time high and many people are cutting off MAGA family members, including filing for divorce. And really, all it makes me feel is sad. I hate that it’s time for Americans to feel the pain I felt beginning in 2017. I hate that so many people chose to have such an unhealthy obsession with hateful rhetoric that it’s come down to that for so many. The isolation of Trump voters is sad, that they’ll be left behind. The pain their frustrated loved ones feel is even sadder, knowing they are throwing their admiration so heavily behind someone they’ve never met to the point of being cruel towards the people they actually have met. I know all too well the feeling of, “Hey, shouldn’t my feelings be the most important thing here?” only to be made to feel like they don’t matter at all. Welcome to my world, I suppose.
I’ll never understand why the admiration for him got that far out of hand.
Oh well. I’m used to it at this point, and this might at least provide me opportunities to point out bad policies of his if he implements them.
Doing my best to remain positive and high-vibed through it all shall be goal numero uno.
StrangeKittenOfTheFabulousKilljoys

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Guilt is one hell of an emotion. I know I was possessed, I’ve even come across a recent video on YouTube where someone else with deep spiritual ties said their spirit guides said, “We had to train you fast.” And yet, so hard just say sorry and move along. Sigh…
At least it shows I do care, very much. And we were in an emergency situation with regards to the darkest desires of those who will soon be in charge. But as I’ve come to realize, I think I’ve done enough magic to get us off of the bleakest paths. Fortunately for all of us, I have been tapping into dark magic for quite some time, while still choosing morally-sound paths.
💚s to you all, nya >^_^<
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