Vent Thread

Moisturize.

@FruityPWN
The first step on the path to becoming truly at peace is to find shwari. That means calm. An inner calm that helps you no longer be afraid, angry, or whatever negative emotions you may be holding within in you. Such emotions are okay to feel and do have their place, but one cannot solve their problems when overwhelmed by them.

So, you need to find shwari. You’ve actually made some progress there, and I’m proud of you for that. Mental health is not an easy beast to fight, but it can be fought and you can win.

Once you find shwari, you will be able to think much more clearly. This will help you find solutions to problems. Take my problem of broken glasses as an example. I was upset at first, but I began to notice all the beautiful things around my neighborhood. I also noticed that there is almost always someone out walking a dog so, if anything bad ever happened to me, help would be around. This helped further calm the anxieties I was having at the time. I would go on to notice many good signs popping up around my neighborhood and then, after many moons, my glasses finally got repaired. I also got new ones, rewarded for handling the test well with a pair that has Hello Kitty on them. I would go on to notice a good few more Hello Kitties pop up shortly thereafter, a sign of pawsitivity and love from the universe.

The lesson is that, many bad situations are only so because of our perception. Shift your perception, find the positives, and you will begin to feel better within yourself. It’s not the entire solution, but it’s what you can do.

You are doing well, Fruity. Keep up your journey. The dullest metal is still strong 💚

I have this bad feeling if I try to sleep or stay awake, I’ll suffer Naegleria Fowleri. Seriously, I had this dream where it’s midnight and I wanted to sleep, but I fear there’s going to be a awful headache I may experience.

For context, I was told by my mom to clean a old refrigerator which is been filthy with it’s interior soaked with spoiled vegetables and left a nasty puddle that looks like coca cola, so I pressured washed it and got some onto my face, I don’t know it was from the mist of the pressure or droplets of disgusting still water brewing the one of the most deadliest parasite known to man and has no cure for it.

Who knows it was mist but I’m concern the mist is contaminated with the puddle once it reach to my face, unfortunately my mom also caught in the crossfire.

@ChickPea
You really gotta get over that fear, friend. It’s keeping your mind trapped in a negative state.

Shwari. Calm. 🫶

88°

Is Texas hell?

Am I in hell?

@𝕭𝖆𝖉𝖍𝖊𝖆𝖗𝖙
Yes.

And I’m currently considering making it a life goal of mine to grab a beer with you, because we both know what it’s like to have parents who are a lot.

But I look forward to the day that my mom’s withdrawal symptoms stop. I will hope that this is the last crabby, door-slammy day for her for at least a long while. She can do this!

And maybe I’ll see you in hell >^_^<

One of my uncles that’s been struggling with cancer for years finally went to see the lord this morning. He had a heart attack in the hospital.

@Lunarmoon21
My condolences.

Madre de dios…my chest and eye keeps hurting and it feels like I will just drop dead any moment.

YOU STUPID IDIOT! WHY DO I KEEP SCREWING UP?

@Lunarmoon21
May he rest peacefully. I’m getting a warm, happy feeling. I think he’s doing well. Cancer is a hellish battle. I know from personal experience.

He is with the lord, who smiles upon him ✡️

@Anonymous #F01E
Lay flat. Focus your thoughts on slowing your heart. Breathe deeply.

If I don’t die by the time I grow very old, it’ll be too soon.

I hate my body.

@Anonymous #6223
If My Chemical Romance’s “Welcome to The Black Parade” doesn’t play at my funeral, I’m not dying.

@Anonymous #6223
You need not answer this. Just think about it:

What are some things you can do that would make you feel at home in your body?

If I died, would anyone even know? Would I even get a funeral? I mean yeah my mom would know but I have no idea what she would even do with my body. What do you even do with a body in that situation? I’m not trying to speak ill of her. She’s not physically strong and we’re probably too poor for a funeral.

If I don’t have the most extra funeral possible, I’m not dying. This obviously means I am too young to die. As is everyone else here.

Long live us 💚

@StrangeKittenOfTheFabulousKilljoys
Hermit crabbing.

@Anonymous #6223
🦀🦀🦀 crab party!

If Geriatric Gerard doesn’t crash my funeral on a parade float screaming, “When I was a young boyyy”, I’m not dying.

I’ll stop nyaow, I just thought “Geriatric Gerard” was funny xx3

Just cremate my ass.

@Anonymous #6223
But for real, try to find ways to make peace with your body in its current state. It’s not going to do you a whole lot of good to be stuck in the mental prison of, “I hate my body”. The forces that be tend to dislike negative thinking, and manifesting rewards tends to happen once peace is made with the problem, or if you can show that you’re at least thinking of solutions.

I’m transmasc, but I’m also tiny as hell and no one is going to think I’m a man at first glance. I have so many obstacles to physically transitioning that it may not be possible for me. So I thought about what I can do to feel better. I found that building muscle on my arms helps a ton, and only then did I actually start seeing results. I found I can exist in my own space free of the confines of gender rules, and I actually prefer wearing some glamorous things. Fabulous femboy ✨

I think one thing you could do, is find people who accept your body as it is. I do. I may not even know who you are but, I’m all about body positivity. Your body is a temple. Love it and maybe decorate it ::3

@StrangeKittenOfTheFabulousKilljoys
It’s not helping me the fact I am still in this anxious state

@ChickPea
I’ll communicate with your demon. You may actually want to try water. A warm shower, maybe meditate for at least a few minutes in there. Cleansing >^_^<