Vent Thread

@Ciaran
Why is it even called “swing” shift? Is it supposed to make it sound better than it really is?

@ᎶㄖҜㄩ 乃ㄥ卂匚Ҝ
Mood. They got me on swing shift for two days a week this month, dead middle of my week. It’s killing my sleep schedule

Lonely night tonight :’(

@StrangeKittenOfTheFabulousKilljoys
There’s A.I. bots you can chat with…

@𝕭𝖆𝖉𝖍𝖊𝖆𝖗𝖙
Yeah because that’s a replacement for human interaction. 🙄

I know I shouldn’t be so harsh, though. You were suggesting something you thought might help. You’re a good friend for that <3

Anyway, so, a vent (ha) on our house has the cover completely removed from it. We were clued in when it sounded like cats were fighting from under our house. And, I just think about how for days and days, I thought I heard people outside our house, and how that made me so much more terrified of everything. I wouldn’t have lost my mind as much as I did had that not been the case. And as I started feeling better, I thought I had hallucinated the whole thing. And now I just have no idea what to think anymore, especially because it’s been quite a while since then. But I don’t think the cover to the vent getting removed is something an animal could do.

It’s at least clear that, if people really were outside my house doing stuff, they don’t seem to have any interest in trying to harm me. I at least feel safe again.

I nearly passed out from showering again. It’s something that happens to me very rarely, but does happen. Currently sitting and cooling my body down. I’ve always chalked it up to exhaustion and dehydration.

But, come to think of it, I haven’t had a primary care doctor for years and years because I’ve been seeing oncologists, but I’ve got an appointment with one coming up, and this would be a great thing to bring up. I was already planning on bringing up my stomach pain, but this is something we should go over, too.

One by one, little by little, addressing and finding solutions to problems :3

I’ve been feeling weird lately. Idk what’s up with me, but I just sorta feel like taking a break from most everything, including being on here. So that’s what I’ll do.

See y’all when I see y’all. Stay safe and be strong 💜

Sick kitten who had been doing better took a turn and well… she didn’t make it. I’m not okay right now :’(

I’m going through a lot. My cat was taken away 2 days ago. Not technically mine to begin with but I took care of him and played with him more than anyone else for a few month, and im not gonna get to see them again. One of the 2, Sweetie Boy, was very precious to me. One of my roommates is verbally and emotionally abusive, manipulative, and lied about me to get me kicked out of my place I worked so hard to get to, and to get the landlord to take her cats back. I have 29 days left until I’m homeless again and don’t know what I’m going to do. My roomie also came rushing at me and I think he was yelling at me he was going to kill me when we were fighting the other night.

@StrangeKittenOfTheFabulousKilljoys
I was thinking how I wanted to add you back on Facebook and try to be friends again now that you’ve had time to cool off lately. Hope you’re okay. I still gave a shit about you this whole time even though I needed space.

@Anonymous #FF73
So sorry.

@Elly Catfox
That’s rough. I might go homeless in the next month or two if my dad loses the house. My job sucks right now and I’d be a terrible roommate for the average Utah County, Utah resident (vast majority of them is too religious for my tastes.)

@Elly Catfox
Fuck, seriously? Sorry for getting kinda worked up, it’s just, I know how heartbreaking it is to lose a cat. I’m going through a similar thing where we’re gonna have to get rid of a lot the cats we have now and it’s just… It’s more painful than a breakup, imo. And I just hate that you’re having to go through it too :(

Housing insecurity sounds like it’s been hell for you, too. It seems like you run into far too many assholes and unsafe people. I can’t imagine how stressful that is. I wish I could do more to help. You deserve so much better than this. But absolutely, I can help by being a supportive friend, you know where to find me if/when you feel ready ♡

@ᎶㄖҜㄩ 乃ㄥ卂匚Ҝ
Hope that doesn’t happen to you :( Stay strong dude, maybe start looking into what your resources and options are if you haven’t already.

I just had my fucking heart broken again in the worst possible moment of the year for me.

@FruityPWN
Sorry to hear you’re going through that. Stay strong. I know our friendship has only barely started but I’m here for you.

Far as having to take the cats to a shelter sometime soon goes, I can promise everyone I either won’t have a breakdown over it, or I’ll just keep myself off of here if I feel like there’s a chance of that. But all the stuff I’ve been doing to help get myself through depression has the added bonus of being helpful for this. I’m currently feeling well-equipped to handle it, especially thanx to the new anti-depressants I’m on. I’m supposed to take them for a couple weeks - it can be rough-going at first and then mellow out - and it hasn’t been two weeks yet. But, they’ve mostly just made me feel more emotionally numb, which has been extremely helpful. I like that I’m feeling chill most of the time and only crying a little here and there.

Once I finally get past that, summer’s around the corner, and that tends to be my best season. Good times should hopefully be just around the bend :3

Dude from Ghana added me on Discord yesterday, we had one mutual server. When I looked to see if he had any posts in the server, he had none. Goes on about how he hasn’t been able to find a job “since Covid” and it’s making him depressed. Ends up asking me for “financial help to invest in [his] farm”. When I told him I hope he rots in hell, he replied that I was “asking [too many questions] without helping” and of course, the sudden 180 to not needing anything from me x’D

Aw poor widdle baby, did I apply what I learned at the beginning of the year? Did my kitty claws poke holes in your fake, scripted story? Did you fall for the bait when I lied and said I’m going to Stanford, to make myself sound rich? So sad for him that lying is morally justified if you’re talking to a scammer. Womp womp!

I hope phracker gets his account banned on DA, bastard believes the Khazar theory.

@Elly Catfox
Holy crap, what were they saying about you?

@Lunarmoon21
Basically he’s telling people I beat him up when in reality he was the one who came charging at me yelling at me he was gonna kill me. Well it’s more complicated than that but I’ll explain tomorrow or the day after. I’m exhausted and have to sleep now.

Fucking shit! I left my Nintendo Switch at work while in a rush to leave!

Not gonna tag you because idk if a notification could wake you up, but keep hanging in there, Elly. I’m proud of how strong you are!

@ᎶㄖҜㄩ 乃ㄥ卂匚Ҝ
Shit, hope you get it back

@StrangeKittenOfTheFabulousKilljoys
I got it back. I managed to get in before the day shift even arrived.

Welp, I think this laptop is almost toast. Chrome keeps redirecting me to Bing even after messing with settings, clearing all data, restoring all settings to default, updating to the latest version and even uninstalling and reinstalling Chrome. I think I’ve got some malware I can’t get rid of. Plus one of the cooling fans are busted, which makes this laptop now more prone to overheat than ever.

Oh well, at least I have another one ready to move onto.

Hah! You come to ME and want ME to play by YOUR RULES? When fucking hell freezes over! I don’t bend over for anybody, unless I have a goddamn good reason. Just because somebody decides that I am not fucking good enough for them and wants me to do what they say, DOESN’T MEAN I FUCKING WILL! The nerve! THE AUDACITY! I will not FUCKING STAND for that bullshit! Try and manipulate ME? Fuck off with that shit!

Have you guys seen Instagram Reels comments section lately? It’s a godamn war zone over there… I see a lot of Neo-Nazis,Holocaust deniers, and people being creepy towards children on Instagram lately.

@Anonymous #02BB
A damn good attitude to have! Don’t take shit from anybody! I hate manipulators 😡

@Anonymous #0974
Much as I enjoy Instagram, it’s sadly not without its cesspits. Same goes for Facebook. Hate the groups of people you mentioned 😡

Anyway, as I seriously start to do well mentally, I’m starting to feel wanderlust again. Might have to start my walx up again soon. We’ll see if I feel able to, because of course I feel this way right as my body’s going through blood loss (of the safe kinds). And two appointments a week takes a toll, too. Walking from parking lot to waiting room would obviously be difficult when I’m a lot more tired and sore from exercise than the average person. It’s like, I might need two or three days to rest, honestly. And if I’m too tired on my one timeslot where I could go for a walk and have a lot of time to rest after, rip my chance. That’s how it is when you’re disabled in the way I am.

For now, though, time to sleep for a nice long while. Good night, FurB ✌️

@Anonymous #0974
Exactly