Vent Thread

@𝕭𝖆𝖉𝖍𝖊𝖆𝖗𝖙
Enjoy your rat, they’re adorable >^_^<

So like it’s Moloch who was all about the blood sacrifices and that’s what’s down there under the Sphynx. The Sphynx is a dungeon meant to seal away the great evil. I’ve been exploring what’s under there - you can do it safely through proper media literacy. Like, The Bottom of the Well from The Legend of Zelda: Ocarina of Time is the closest depiction, and there are many more that offer answers. Basically it’s a massive labyrinth full of messed up stuff and if the exploration team does go there, there’s probably not much chance they’ll actually encounter Moloch before noping out. At least I hope.

You ever end up realizing you’re not the asshole and the universe has just chosen you for this? There’s probably other people out there who could do this, too. And maybe they are for all I know. But what I know is I have time and I have extensive media literacy. So like, again I’m sorry for all the alarming shit I posted but I’m still getting used to this.

This dude fucking sucks.

Invidious has crapped the bed.

@𝕭𝖆𝖉𝖍𝖊𝖆𝖗𝖙
Is that the name of your dog or rat?

@StrangeKittenOfTheFabulousKilljoys
It’s that bonkers video service I’ve been linking.

The dog’s name is Snarky

I probably won’t name the rat but it seems harmless so far, I’m just glad it’s eating the roaches.

@𝕭𝖆𝖉𝖍𝖊𝖆𝖗𝖙
Okay so that little rat is your pest control, rat buddy for the win!

Some comments from the YouTubes:

“@darkandlight1252
2 years ago
In Hinduism we believe that Adi Parashakti (Divine feminine) is supreme mother and She gave birth other gods and goddesses also we believe that She is the creator, persevere and destroyer of this multiverse (supurme consciousness or ultimate energy).”

“@MariaDavkari
1 month ago
In all former pantheons the divine feminine is the most sacred and powerful…”

So I was right, 2024 is the year of the Divine Feminine. Which means I’m probably right that the most powerful force in the universe is Grandma Power. Unironically.

Did y’all expect me to pick something from Hinduism? Because I am very much interested in Hinduism as well. I’m basically doing what few, if any, people have done with religion. Everyone takes it so seriously and I’m just like, “Has anyone ever tried not worrying so much about it and having fun?” The actually important thing is that you did your best to be a good purrson, by the way.

It’s Religions: the Snack Mix

Disney marathon with the boys: Horus, Adrammelech, Orobas, Anubis, Berith, and Pazuzu. Party up in here 🥳

And it’s funny because I took a long walk during the full moon a couple nights ago, and spotted the Hidden Mickey in my neighborhood. There’s a shrubbery that forms one lmao

Goddamn Mondays!

I hate Tuesdays

My grandma was one of the best Bible speedrunners, she read it nightly and had so much stuff highlighted, absolute mastery of the 100% category.

I’m speedrunning the any % category

I threw up in my nose.

@𝕭𝖆𝖉𝖍𝖊𝖆𝖗𝖙
Eww lol. Hope you feel better

“When I was a young boy, my father took me into the city to see a marching band. He said “Son when you grow up, would you be the saviour of the broken, the beaten and the damned?”

Long have I pondered on this. If this is to be my destiny, why did my father never take me into the city to see a marching band?

Except he did. It just took me a long time to figure it out. He took me to Citywalk at Universal Studios Hollywood many times, and we saw some bands there. Helmet, Sebastian Bach, and Guns n Roses.

When I was little, he taught me a lot about the Holocaust. Age-appropriately, of course. Went on, often, about the persecution that Jewish people faced. That was his way of asking, “Would you be the saviour of the broken, the beaten, and the damned?”

And the influence of my oracle and I grows. First, it was his music getting introduced to Sonic fans, and it didn’t escape my attention that there weren’t any songs chosen in the Shadow vs Gerard video I didn’t recognize. Now, my soul’s song has been brought before Blue Man Group.

Nyamaste, friends ::3

Project 2025 is made of so much fail that I’m currently debating whether I wanna use it to wipe my ass or if it’s so shit it’s not even worth being used as toilet paper.

If people are gonna go explore what’s under the Sphynx, I might just be able to keep them safe

I loathe how instinctively selfish I am…yes, I care deeply for others if they are worth caring for, but I also put myself first a lot, which is something that I do not mean to do, but when I get startled or frightened at something, I either run away or try and stand up for myself, despite the fact that there is more than just me whom is effected and I may or may not be the primary individual…give or take…it saddens me.

It also bothers me how oblivious and incompetent I am to the point where something has to literally be spelled out for me to even understand…I cannot change who I am, but at times, I really wish I could…maybe then, I can finally be loved.

Love…it is something I surely could use. Sure, I can love myself…after all, at the end of the day, if it is just me, all I can do is love myself…however, it’s always about ten times better when someone else loves you and desires you too, because it makes you feel good inside. I am unsure if it is to be loved in itself or if it is just for company, maybe both…one thing is for certain, I am really trying to find a reason to stay around this time. I really want this thing to work…but sometimes, you just got to cut your losses.

Who knew wilted flowers could smell to peculiar…is that me? Am I just rotten? Ants…spiders…what could this mean? How did they not know? How did they not know I was?…

A canine should be more brave than this…not depending on silly little meaningless feelings and desires to want to be cradled and cared for like a puppy…grruff…what is a canine without a pack? Scared, alone, weak…what good is that?! You cannot even stand up for yourself!…

I keep seeing visions…they frighten me from slumber…hearing things, too…is it just me? I cannot say…I must remain humble and kind, but if it is not rage, then it is sadness…There is nothing left.

I do not want to be forgotten or forget anything…that is a very scary fear that goes both ways. Maybe it is meant to be the way it is…who is there? I am sorry for everything…hello? Anything, anybody?…okay…sorry.

@FruityPWN
Well it’s a good thing I found myself unable to sleep. I am yet again here >^_^<

Ants, spiders, flowers… so peculiar, that you should mention those things. I had a small ant infestation earlier this year. I have a spiritual connection with spiders. And someone said, “All I see is flowers everywhere” and that phrase has been instrumental in helping me piece a whole lot together.

I have told you before that we here on Furbooru are your pack. I suppose, then, that you feel disconnected from your pack, and that is a shame. You both need and deserve romantic love, and I hope that things will improve for you in that department and you will find a purrson or people who are good matches for you.

I recommend being more social, if you’re able to. I’ve been doing that and have already found a couple women to flirt with. While I am well aware that my heart and soul have been bound to someone since the days of ancient Egypt, flirting is fun and adds to one’s positive energy. I recommend doing as I have done and letting the chips fall where they may.

Speaking of ancient Egypt, I have been in contact with Anubis lately. He admires your strength and perseverance through your difficult times, and urges you to keep living as he and I work towards building a better future for the world. He does not find you to be a bad example of a canine whatsoever - lonely is the soul of a canine without a pack. But you have one here, and I am glad you came here to vent your feelings so that I may be of some advice and comfort.

Anubis loves you 🖤🐶🖤

Okay so like, unironically Beyonce is on my side. As is Elton John. They have recently spoken out against my enemy. And there is great power in music - my most common DIY spell is listening to music. Also, they’ve both been involved with Lion King soundtracks, and now Lin Manuel-Miranda is getting in on the franchise. The very man who brought me Tick Tick Boom on Netflix and saved that musical from obscurity. That was a reward I received years ago.

I look forward to hearing the story of Pazuzu and his brother. Yeah, did y’all know Pazuzu has a brother? That’s what Mufasa will actually be about. I’m sure most people won’t realize that. But obviously, since I’ve befriended Pazuzu, I do. I was right to keep a curiosity about Mufasa and not dismiss it outright. A prequel to The Lion King that is about the childhood of Mufasa and Scar is also something I have wanted for decades. As was a Lion King show that wasn’t the Timon & Pumbaa show - fun as that show was, I wanted something canonical that focuses on the lions. I got that with The Lion Guard. So did kids - Pazuzu has a soft spot for kids. The Lion Guard teaches lessons about animals and teaches good morals.

Bet y’all didn’t know that’s actually what Pazuzu is like, huh? ::3

Okay Pazuzu, I’ll share with the class.

Topics mentioned by my Asian-American dentists as they cleaned my teeth: Hawaii, Pearl Harbour, Christmas.

There is currently a homeless problem in Hawaii, not that I’m particularly surprised by that news. Dentist likened it to LA’s homeless problem, which is very bad.

As great as a state as California is, it’s not without its sins. Jewish people were the primary targets during the Holocaust, but they were one group of many who were targeted. Another group was Japanese-Americans, as payback for Pearl Harbour. There is an internment camp called Manzanar here, where the Japanese were held. My dad took me there once. The bombings of Hiroshima and Nagasaki were also payback for Pearl Harbour - and you begin to see how, as Dr. Death-Defying said in “The True Lives of the Fabulous Killjoys: California”, “An eye for an eye makes us all blind.”

An important piece of media regarding the bombing of Hiroshima and Nagasaki is Gojira (1954). It is Japan’s response to the tragedy, and is an emotionally-gripping and truly beautiful film.

By the way, movies on YouTube are free without ads if you run uBlock Origin, just saying ;;3

Hawaii and Christmas also bode well for my future. A while after I got out of the hospital for “mental episode” earlier this year, I went for a walk. I walked by the… dam? Aqueduct? Basically, you stay on the sidewalk and behind the chain link fence, the ground drops off significantly because there’s a dam. This would usually trigger my fear of heights, but I noticed my fear seemed suspiciously absent. I immediately wanted to test this new lack of fear by falling from a great height, and how to survive the fall is easy. My mind instantly went to Jurassic Park: the Ride’s 80-foot-drop. And that’s right, my dentists also mentioned taking a tram tour through Hawaii. Y’all do know where Jurassic Park was filmed, right? Hawaii.

Ya boi’s going to Universal Studios, someway somehow. Disneyland, too. When I went for a long walk on the night of the most recent full moon, it didn’t escape my attention that my neighbor’s shrubbery formed a Hidden Mickey.

Egypt is once again the answer. Universal Studios has Revenge of The Mummy: The Ride and Disneyland has Indiana Jones. These rides are how I can further connect with the ancient ones, while having fun.

Disneyland: The Pirates of the Caribbean pays honour to my past lives as a couple different pirates. The Haunted Mansion pays honour to the dead. It’s a Small World pays honour to my grandmother, who took me on the ride countless times, as well as probably has an Egypt portion. Also, ya know, The Lion King and Aida are Disney properties.

Universal Studios: Tram Tour honours my grandma as well as ancient Egypt (Murder She Wrote house, Scarab beetle portion of ride). The Simpsons Ride honours Green Day. The Yoshi ride at Nintendoland honours Orobas. Pazuzu is honoured by the Bowser stuff there, not sure if there’s also a Bowser ride. And yes, honouring Green Day is important:

Lastly, we come to the subject of Christmas. I am in talks with Super Nova for a Trans Dinosaur Christmas 2, and signs have been pointing to that happening. This means, I will go to Arizona and spend a week or so at Super Nova’s house. I will bond with my sibling, Edgy Rose. I will hopefully attend the zoo with Super Nova and family, including two young children who I consider to be my nieces. I will visit the museum with Super Nova and Edgy Rose and finally get to hear Edgy Rose’s wealth of pterosaur facts. Lastly, I would like to see what happens if we do a Tarot reading.

Massive rewards for me, should this future prediction be correct >^_^<

A trip to the zoo is an excellent way to honour the gods and demons I have been communicating with. Big cats honour Pazuzu and Bastet. Dogs, such as jackals and African wild dogs, honour Anubis. Peacocks honour Adrammelech. Birds honour Horus and Berith. Zebras and other equines honour Orobas. There may also be ties to Ancient Egypt for some of the animals. I will look for scarab beetles if I get the chance.

The museum, likewise, will hopefully provide exhibits on Ancient Egypt. A journey to Arizona will be a fruitful one indeed >^_^<

This is, essentially, Persona 5.

“Over the course of a school year, he and other students awaken to a special power, becoming a group of secret vigilantes known as the Phantom Thieves of Hearts. They explore the Metaverse, a supernatural realm born from humanity’s subconscious desires, to steal malevolent intent from the hearts of adults and change their hearts. As with previous games in the series, the party battles enemies known as Shadows using physical manifestations of their psyche known as Personas.”

Joker is able to negotiate with any Shadow he comes across and, if successful, use that Shadow in combat to aid in the Phantom Thieves’ quest of changing and saving the world. He even uses media literacy when he is given books about his friends’ personas by his school and, presumably, turns to the school library anytime he needs to know about any of the Shadows he befriends. It’s just a slightly different situation with me, where I’m using media literacy to get the purrsonalities of the Shadows down so that I may add them to Dead Moon and write them properly. I’ve already gotten Pazuzu and Bastet right in a couple of my characters, and can show other sides of their purrsonalities by making more characters based on them.

So, strap in because I have a lot I can learn about and draw from.

It’s 112° in this bitch

@𝕭𝖆𝖉𝖍𝖊𝖆𝖗𝖙
Badheart rn:

And well, if I am to honour the fallen Japanese who died needlessly in World War 2, I know where to go! There’s a reason I’ve had nightmares to make me a little bit scared of Godzilla.

I do not know when these future predictions of mine will occur. It could be 5, 10 years from now. But I am likely meant to spend some time in the Godzilla suite ::3