Stupid Stuff That Comes to Mind That We Want to Post

Sometimes I miss dancing around in my come-fuck-me boots and going home with a big construction worker. I used to be so fearless.

@Elly Catfox
I hope that was a healthy thing for you, and wasn’t like me where I was actually self-harming by doing that. Seeing as we’ve both been hurt badly, I hope you’ll be loved and cared for in whichever paths you choose going forward. Sorry if this is more my trauma brain talking than anything else, I just don’t want you to get hurt again. And people having hurt you in the past is presumably why you’re no longer fearless.

Being fearless doesn’t mean not being careful, so make sure to take care going forward ::3

Some dude wanted to fuck around and find out by slugging me with my guard down, but I have to admit, despite the size difference between me and him, he got balls.

@ChickPea
That actually reminds me that I’m much stronger now and better able to handle anyone who would try to hurt me. Maybe my next step in healing is trying to keep that in mind, rather than fear. Despite being smaller still than the person that tried to hurt you, I’ve caused trained hospital staff to back off me.

Thank you for unintentionally reminding me that I’m much stronger than I sometimes think 😸

I feel so proud and happy with myself I’m tearing up a little. I actually handled a r*** scene fine, then I get on here and you two helped inspire me to not be so scared. I’m living proof that there is hope for healing from PTSD.

Seriously, thank you @Elly Catfox and
@ChickPea. That is a huge step for me 😸

Okay, I’m so excited about all this drone stuff and I’m gonna stop holding it all in and finally talk about it. My mom believing every conspiracy theory “except aliens” just hit peak irony, because we hit aliens once.

It finally makes sense. We were on the freeway, and out of nowhere, this metal disc was hovering in front of us. It was huge. I braced for impact, ready for it to come crashing through the windshield. Time slowed down. And then I think we felt the car hit a little something?? I just read a YouTube comment that helped me connect the dots: “It was geometric in shape, hovering and reflecting sunlight off its metallic surface. It shot out a silver cord from its side several feet and then turned on an angle and completely disappeared.” That matches the description of what we saw, and explains how we didn’t end up in a crash (minus the cord but, that can be chalked up to they weren’t using it at the time). I’m having trouble remembering when exactly it happened but, I wanna say 2019.

Combine with the fact that I saw a UFO in the sky earlier this year and how often aliens have been visiting me in dreams over the past few years, I’m so glad I’ve been right about them existing this entire time. What’s more, my characters for Dead Moon started out as aliens, which means I’ve also been right about demons being aliens since I was 12.

I’m so cool sometimes 😎🤘👽