Vent Thread

@StrangeKittenOfTheFabulousKilljoys
Time for some junk food, perhaps?

@𝕭𝖆𝖉𝖍𝖊𝖆𝖗𝖙
That’s the plan! Mixed with nutrient-rich things like veggie sandwiches and bananas, a junk-based diet is, weirdly enough, probably what I need to avoid wasting away to 90 pounds and below. Reminds me of the time I was dying from listeria for weeks and the only thing I could keep down was Cheetos.

Junk food may not be healthy, but it seems to come in handy for me weirdly often. My legs are beginning to feel a little thicker already, so I’m hoping I can get myself to around 130.

Reminder to everyone that I’m in my 11th year of being on chemo pills. I’m not sure there’s anyone else out there who has been on chemo even half that long, so my medical needs are often unexpected and bizarre, lol

@StrangeKittenOfTheFabulousKilljoys
Me myself I became a little too addicted to breakfast omelettes.

There’s things I avoid for obvious reasons like breads and pastries, those could definitely bring your weight up.

So much for seltzer water. Threw up a couple times and had severe diarrhea. My covenhead says it’s probably acid reflux, which I looked up whether seltzer water is a good idea with acid reflux, and no. No it is not.

My primary care doctor and their staff are also horrible at their jobs. I was reading their Yelp reviews and there are reviews going back an entire decade about how they don’t return calls or put in the referrals they say they’re going to put in. I scheduled three over-the-phone appointments with them. The first one, I did get a call! … to tell me the doctor was busy and we should reschedule. That appointment had been scheduled for 4pm on a Friday. One of the reviews I read said the doctor takes half-days on Friday. So they scheduled me for when he wouldn’t even be available 🙄 And then failed to call me for the next two phone appointments I set up. Just when we had been finally looking into my stomach problems, too.

Oh well. All I can do is take it easy on the chemo and keep in mind that I can and probably should take breaks from it. And keep eating foods that will hopefully help me put weight on.

I’m scared but, looking at how I’m feeling overall is a good grounding technique. Anger caused by calcium deficiency seems very low. Muscle fatigue caused by hypokalemia is more frequent, but still not all that common. That means, diet and vitamins are working, so while this is scary, there’s still hope.

There was a big hairy rat in my room.

@𝕭𝖆𝖉𝖍𝖊𝖆𝖗𝖙
I had a couple spiders hanging out in my bathroom. I like spiders, so I was chill with them. One of my cats, however, realized they make for fun snacks xD

@StrangeKittenOfTheFabulousKilljoys
There was a cellar spider on my ceiling, it left after I took a shower (Raptorstrike).

After all that time trying not to disturb it it’s gone.

Hey

@𝕭𝖆𝖉𝖍𝖊𝖆𝖗𝖙
Cellar spiders are probably my favorite kind of spider. I’ve felt a spiritual connection to them for like a decade now. They’ve come to symbolize protection and good omens for me. Also, one of them straight-up disappeared before my eyes once.

Such enigmatic little spiders 💚 Hopefully a good omen for you

@Eeveesans
Hi hi

And long time I dont come here. I dont know if that is good or bad, nothing to vent xD

@Garka la Garka
Sounds like you’ve been doing well, which is great to hear 😸

@StrangeKittenOfTheFabulousKilljoys
Yep, all good here :^)

@StrangeKittenOfTheFabulousKilljoys
This one cellar spider ripped the pinchers off an earwig and wore them like a hat!

Utah lost the Sundance Film Festival to Boulder, Colorado.

My soul and spirit is tired…

Hey! I wanna finding the art the eevee with red cap and in or bikini,idk

@Eeveesans
Why come to the vent thread for that?

@Eeveesans
Eevee, I know this is the most active thread here but its not a general chat thread. It’s more for users to get real life problems off their chest and help each other. I’d try starting your own thread about the topic

@MoonOtter
Oh thank