Vent Thread

Edit: Okay, calmed back down now. I’ll edit this post so that what I posted isn’t here, so I don’t upset others. But it is true that I still hold a lot of pain, and it only makes it harder to have pain if I feel alone. And the thought of being homeless when I don’t have a functioning immune system is scary. Very scary.

I am doing what I can to try and prevent that.

Also keep in mind, I could still be suffering from vitamin deficiency, especially this time of year when there is little sun.

I’m about to travel half way across Texas with a dislocated hip, that’s what’s going on with me.

@𝕭𝖆𝖉𝖍𝖊𝖆𝖗𝖙
Holy shit, how did that happen and why is your pain not being cared about?

Hello?

@Eeveesans
Hi! You seem new. Welcome 😸

@StrangeKittenOfTheFabulousKilljoys
Oh,thank you so much! ☺

@Eeveesans
You’re welcome 😸

I posted art with my Oc:Areni
Two arts if the true
The 2nd the mean the herself,her head,a kitty top for cuteness

@Eeveesans
Very cute!

Other light workers are feeling it too, just a lot of overwhelm and exhaustion. The world is in a state of being *a lot * to take in, which also explains why I needed a negative venting post. Please try to understand that I am an empath.

I’ve also been unable to go out for a walk for weeks on end, first because of extreme lethargy we were feeling, and now because the fires are too close to me. That really isn’t helping rn.

In meditation recently, I learned that all this negative stuff that happened last year was so that I could serve as a lightning rod for negative karma. If you’re frustrated to only just now learn that, so am I.

Normally, I’d just be happy that I helped others and that their future should now be brighter, but it was so much, and I’m still in so much pain from it. Probably helps explain the fits of crying that has been happening to me lately. In order to recover, I need emotional release.

@Eeveesans
Hmmm … you might not be in the right thread for stuff like this.

The ArtChat -> SFW Artist’s Group Chat might be better thank this forum for talking about your art.

This thread is more for complaining (aka Venting) about things that you really can’t fix but just want to let off steam about.

@StrangeKittenOfTheFabulousKilljoys
Gravel.

When you’re standing on top of Big Bear mountain at over five-thousand feet it’s either do the splits or fall off a cliff.

Hello?

@𝕭𝖆𝖉𝖍𝖊𝖆𝖗𝖙
I’ve been up to Big Bear before. It’s so nice up there. Never climbed the mountain though. Definitely too disabled for that

“The harder life gets, the gentler you need to be with yourself”

Idk who said that but there you go 🫶

@StrangeKittenOfTheFabulousKilljoys
It’s a good place to escape the summer heat, I really enjoyed having a cold place to retreat to with such scenery, I even took my very first Pitbull with me, that was over ten years ago.

The best part was probably coming down from the mountains as the sun shined on my full view below while realizing how cool it was.

@𝕭𝖆𝖉𝖍𝖊𝖆𝖗𝖙
The redwoods up there are absolutely gorgeous as well 😸

I would like to advise everyone to be cautious. There have been terror attacks lately. Don’t give over to fear and despair but, avoiding crowds if possible is a good idea rn. Remain patient and keep your safety above all else.

@StrangeKittenOfTheFabulousKilljoys
Where?

@𝕭𝖆𝖉𝖍𝖊𝖆𝖗𝖙
New Orleans, a Trump Tower in Las Vegas, and now a few people have been arrested for setting some of the Los Angeles, CA fires.

Hello

@Eeveesans
You keep saying ‘hello’ in various threads on the site. That seems to indicate that you are very shy, but would like to talk with folks here.

But, odds are that no one will reply to you until you reply to them. Just saying “hello” isn’t much of a conversation starter. So maybe instead of just saying ‘hello’ various places on the site, say hello to someone. Talk about whatever is interesting to you.

But - again - remember this is the VENT thread. So people are mostly talking about things they’re grumpy about here in this thread. So if you want to talk about happier things, another thread might be better.

Please note - I’m not here much, and when I am here I am very busy helping users, so if you reply to me I’ll try to reply to you, but might not have much to say because I’m … well … very busy helping other users.

Am I just cursed?

Nope