Vent Thread

Hanging on by a mere thread.

@FruityPWN
At least you’re not on day 4 of diarrhea 🧻🧻🧻

Keep hanging in there though 🫂

Letting everyone know that bird flu is going around. Wear your maskies and avoid eating poultry if you can. Keep those hands washed, too ::3

two days ago, I actually suffered a real concussion. I’m still coherent but sometimes I have a few hiccup trying to comprehend everything.

@ChickPea
:< Rest up and get well

@StrangeKittenOfTheFabulousKilljoys
That’s what you think…been a long week.

@FruityPWN
C’mon universe, did Fruity and I really need that synchronicity? 🤣

“Revolutions are not comfortable spaces, alright? So, when things have to change through total upheaval, it’s very frustrating to be part of the people who could see it coming… and then still have to watch the train wreck, right? And I feel that’s the position that many of us are in.” - Lena Tarot Down Under

The whole world wants to hurt my Pitbull.

It doesn’t matter how much education or job experience I have, INTERVIEWING SUCKS and it doesn’t seem to be getting any better! I seem to be getting more and more rejection letters…sometimes without the goddamn interview!

Well this is it, I inhale water through my nose because screw it, I am done with life, I have been the punching bag by life. Took my probably last shower before these amoeba will feast my braincells and kill me. I’m probably going to regret since the symptoms are excruciating.

Fucking sleep paralysis last night…I just wanted to keep warm with an extra blanket!

@ChickPea
I hope you do get help friend. You most likely just gave yourself a nasal rinse, but if you are concerned then maybe get a filter or distill water. Medical advice may prove beneficial.

I’m kicking chicken out of my diet that shit is fuckin’ disgusting.

@FruityPWN
Which I did again tonight.

I had to terminate a job interview early not too long ago.

Although they wanted me to start ASAP, I tried telling the hiring manager that was interviewing me that I had other interviews lined up and couldn’t accept right then and there (she was a non-native English speaker, BTW.) After another attempt at telling her that I had other interviews lined up, I told her that this wasn’t for me, thanked her for the time and wished them luck.

I’m definitely sick.

Dried blood…

Carolina Reaper is different, that stuff will melt your insides.

@𝕭𝖆𝖉𝖍𝖊𝖆𝖗𝖙
It’ll make you crap fire.

@Anonymous #0E0B
I could swear that toilet was glowing in the dark.

@FruityPWN
Part of the journey is learning to get over one’s fears. This is probably a necessary step for ChickPea, and there’s a lot of bravery in just throwing oneself in as he is doing.

Depends on the fear, of course. I’m not about to go toss myself at a hive of wasps. But something as likely to be harmless as water, and it’s to the point he was scared of bathing… Yeah, this is a necessary step for ChickPea. He’ll be fine ::3

@StrangeKittenOfTheFabulousKilljoys
I’m not grabbing a hornet’s nest or jumping into the middle of the ocean…I have more than forty know phobias, some can be cured and others are very difficult if not imposible to cure.

@FruityPWN
Right. I said that about the wasps because I have a fear of wasps too. Using an example and trying to get across that we should obviously be smart about our safety when confronting our fears.

If you want to try and conquer your fears, what you could do is watch a video featuring wasps or the ocean. Observe from a safe distance.

Above all else though, be good to yourself and try not to take on more than you can handle ::3

Damn, I keep waking up…not sure why, guess it’s just another night of no sleep.

Well, I wasn’t trying to be controversial, I was merely pointing out two of my phobias too. Some of them cannot simply be shown on a video, thus making exposure therapy harder. I have yet to come across these, but maybe some can be alleviate.

I dislike myself.

@FruityPWN
You should definitely work on loving yourself, cuz when no one else does, you’re all you’ve got. That was one of the biggest things I worked on last year