- Saved my own life x2:
One from having my heart broken three times in quick succession.
One from listeria that lead to dysentery.
These were serious near-death experiences that I spent roughly two months in.
Energy drinx quit, meds that help my depression, anxiety, and PTSD started, mental health taken from constant suffering to near-constant calm, spiritual awakening achieved.
Goal of becoming a fit femboy furthered. More fabulous fashion attained and muscles built. Currently around halfway or so. Mom just found 3-pound lifting weights when I thought we had gotten rid of all our weights and they have been immensely helpful thus far for the gains!
Protected and saved lives:
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Protected, helped through depression, talked about medical issues with someone who, like me, has many.
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Protected and saved someone from their verbally abusive roommate.
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Protected and saved someone who has frequent, severe depression bouts and whose nightmares make sleeping difficult.
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Protected someone who went through severe emotional distress as they quit smoking; kept them grounded and more positive as they feared our landlord’s wife would kick us out.
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Protected someone by being made to say things that caused them to become Buddhist, thereby setting them up on a path of peace when they otherwise were at high risk of doing something extreme. The purrson who did do something extreme has the money and family support to fight it in court - we do not, and are meant to fight the system in more peaceful and productive ways. Took it very seriously when this purrson talked about the alarming path they foresaw 10 years ago and nearly ended their life over it. I saw a similarly alarming path, one of which humanity has already gone down twice. Watching a channeler has revealed to me that I was right about that path, meaning the purrson was also right about the path they saw. So, um, yeah, I actually did need to do something to try and prevent that. However, the entity speaking through the channeler went on to say that things have changed. So, thus far my plan to reach out to extraterrestrials and those who dwell within the spirit realms has worked ::3
That being said, I’ve also been told I’m scaring people? I apologize, as I had no idea anyone was feeling fearful of my posts. Don’t worry - no harm is going to befall you. Going forward from here, if I post spiritual stuff it’ll likely be on the much simpler side.
Oh yeah, and I have a brother nyaow! He adopted me ::3 He has an uncanny ability to survive things like I do.
This was a year of growth for me. A ton of growth. I know it was awful for everyone, myself included, and I’m sorry. The entities I’m in contact with are also sorry. But I used to suffer near-constantly, whether that be with stomach pain or with mental health, and now I don’t. If you focus on the overall outcomes, rather than on what happened, you will hopefully realize that it ended up being a net good. There’s a purrson that once wished they could help people, and nyaow that wish has come true. I am in a far better mental and physical state thanx to them ::3 It was them, who kickstarted this awakening and talked about synchronicites and such, that helped me learn and figure out so much! And who knows how else their wish may come true. It doesn’t begin and end with me, but I am a purrson they helped out in major ways, which allows me to continue my goal of helping people.
Despite how rough my spiritual awakening has been, I did pretty damn good! We got a letter from our landlord’s wife, by the way: Good for another year in this house, with no rent increase! That probably wouldn’t have happened had I actually had ill intent, because intent factors heavily into one’s karma. Here’s to 2025: My resolutions are to get back on disability payments, and to start seeing doctors frequently again. Nyamaste and happy new year!
“Sometimes a dream is all you have - the only truth that lives in you, like the memory of a great king.” - Rafiki