Vent Thread

@Lunarmoon21
Clearly the guy is having an episode. Telling them to shut up isn’t helpful in the least. Hopefully a mod will log on and clear it out soon.

What you have been doing here is inappropriate. Please stop.

If you need help, please contact your doctor or therapist. If you do not have a doctor or therapist, please go to your local emergency room.

Going to an emergency room for mental health support may be overwhelming, and may feel even more stressful than seeing your doctor or therapist, or if you don’t have professional help yet, the struggle of getting a doctor or a therapist to help you.

But you do not seem to be having the kind of crisis that can be helped by chatting online, or through any form of self-help.

So please seek professional help. If you don’t want to talk to a doctor, and don’t want to talk to a therapist - for whatever reason - please at least contact a crisis support number or website that is appropriate for where you live.

This site can hook you up with a support center, website, or hotline in whichever country you live in.

I can see who you are. If you would like your account deleted just reply “Yes” and I will take care of it for you.

Pinterest sucks, I sent them plenty of support emails about crazy Palestine nuts calling me a zionist and a terrorist, and they just tell me to use the report button WHICH DOES NOT WORK, because people are too lazy to moderate and use retarded bots instead that can’t tell the difference between an image of a dog and a shirtless woman, and deletes pins that aren’t porn. This guy commented on one of my furry pins that also talked about being messianic (the reason why I stopped making adult content), saying “for who now?” Because I mentioned Jesus and this guy thinks you can’t be both, when it actually is and you can easily research this messianism, and he also commented all that “Jesus was a Palestinian” bullshit. Even if I do block him, another PaleSTAN TikTurd is gonna mess with me because of my Hebrew username and gonna accuse me and my people of something we didn’t do.

I AM NOT A COMIC-BOOK CHARACTER!

@Lunarmoon21
Can we not?

@Elly Catfox
Not what? It’s a vent thread, she’s venting.

@Elly Catfox
Yeah

@Elly Catfox
He finally got the acc deletion by moderators he deserved, I had to click the report button 10000 times.

Why can’t I just cease already? I don’t deserve this, yet, I am living in my own special kind of torment

@Lunarmoon21
Wow. For someone who’s posted plenty about their own issues in this thread, including some debateably petty stuff, you sure lack empathy, don’t ya?

@MoonOtter
It’s the spammer

@Lunarmoon21
So? If it is, they clearly were not in a good space when they were doing so. If the minor inconvenience of a thread being spammed is enough for you to toss your empathy out the window you need to reexamine yourself.

@Elly Catfox
What?!

I am the drunkest bastard to ever live on this planet!

@MoonOtter
I’m sorry, you make a good point. It’s just dangerous territory because politics but I get it. 🫂🐾💙

@Elly Catfox
Oh, I figured it was the politics, and I get that. That’s why I personally choose to ignore it.

The pain…it is unbearable…

What is with these businesses advertising that they’ll be closed on Easter Sunday this year? (Even on the news in some cases.) They’re doing it as if it had never been done before. It’s kind of annoying!

Um hey I decided to come back. Something terrifying happened to me. People were outside my house for hours and hours making all this noise. My phone and computer got hacked into. They made it seem like it was related to this site, like it kept popping up on my computer and phone. That terrified me, and made me fear that this site is being used for nefarious purposes. I no longer think that, but I was very scared for the safety of a lot of people because of what happened. The hacker(s) is gone but was in my stuff for days and days. That’s why I freaked out so much in my anon posts on here. And from the bottom of my heart, I’d like to apologize for that. But that’s the context behind my actions.

I’d like to make something very clear. My posts on here prior to the hacking were alarming, completely agree. But I never had plans to, never would, nor will I ever, seek out the location of anyone on this site. As edgy as I am, I’m not actually capable of harming anyone. If I choose to stay here, I promise my posts will be much calmer and more positive going forward.

And as for my pre-anon posts, well I did realize two things. First, I was using far too much Lysol to clean when my cats would pee, particularly because they kept peeing in the spot I sit in on the couch. Mom and I are working on offering them more options for where they can go, and it’s embarrassing to admit they were doing that. But I was barely eating, barely sleeping, my throat was clogged up, and body abnormally warm. I was absorbing way too much Lysol, those are symptoms of such. I kinda realized that on my own, luckily, and won’t use it much going forward. Second, I also have hypokalemia: low blood potassium levels. The hospital gave me an IV of potassium and also diagnosed me with low calcium levels. Chemo is behind that since it causes digestion/nutrient issues, no doubt, but I just have a feeling that energy drinks are too. So I quit them cold turkey and they’re being replaced with orange, apple, cranberry juices and milk. No appointment for therapy just yet but it’s on the list of appointments we need to make. Mom and I realized we need to be working together much more on making positive changes, and we are :3