I’m going to be 41 years old in two months and I deeply regret almost everything I’ve ever done in my life. I was a stupid, gullible child who got bullied constantly by children smarter than he was and I deserved it. I was and am a lecherous and disgusting adult who sexually harasses women and got fired from my job because of it. Until a few years ago I was a drunk slob who never exercised. Everyone growing up told me how smart and how successful I would be, but here I am in middle age and I’m unemployed with no friends, no girlfriend and no prospects.
Honestly if you gave me a gun right now I’d probably put it in my mouth and pull the trigger.