Winter Solstice Day 2023 2

Belated Happy Winter Solstice Day! A new sun has finally been born! Many peoples in ancient times revered this important astronomical event. And I’m a little sorry that modern people have forgotten about this important day… Of all the winter holidays, the winter solstice day is the closest to me and I would like people to celebrate it as en masse as our ancestors did in ancient times…
Unfortunately, I did not have time to draw this drawing in time. I have been having serious health problems for the last six months. My chronic neuralgia got worse and I was never able to find the right treatment to relieve it. Insomnia and my mental disorder in general also worsened. About a month ago I underwent a simple but very unpleasant operation, and the recovery time was torture for me. I was in very strong pain and thought that I would not survive this. Needless to say, my emotional state deteriorated greatly?.. I fell into an even deeper depression than before. I don’t even understand how I still have life in me, given my severe physical pain due to an atypical form of neuralgia and severe mental pain due to a mental disorder. This pain is so strong that I often feel like my heart won’t be able to bear it. I feel more and more acutely that I have no place in this life, and my soul is torn by some kind of painful melancholy.. That’s why I so rarely upload work here, because I often have no desire to do anything. This also affects my creativity, which I am not happy with.
And as always, I will say that there is absolutely no one to share this with other than to vent here… thanks for listening. I wish you all a great winter holidays!