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It’s too late for me and all my Fault…..
I stopped making Wishlist to my friends or someone, because I was so much tired and heavily depressed in my entire life :(
I was joining DeviantArt 6 years, I use another account which I joined 3 years but, I never submit, because I was Afraid of toxicity people. Then, I submit first time since March this year and it was HUGE MISTAKE!!! I was become brony since 2014 but, I left in 2015 or 2016 before came back in Fall, 2020 which is terrible for my life. I was literary playing Minecraft and Roblox, it also I was fan of Disney stuff like Lion King or Bambi, going to Middle School and High School to finish homework stuff, which is huge mistake too in the past since 2016, but never become brony until 2020… I wasn’t using paint.net until 2021 which is not good, My life is already messed up right now.
Since COVID-19 Lockdown, impacts to my states, where I was heavily depressed since started 2020, school is turning into online school, no returning to in-person, I was depressed and trying to attempt suicide by January 1st, 2021 but I didn’t, before reopened in April, 2021 due to vaccination on the rise and case on decline, but, I graduated High School. Also driving permit in mid-2021, My mom is mad at me thinks that I was driving failure but, passed driver license in Oct 2021. Then, during my work, my mom as manager is still mad at me that act like yelling or something during 2022 year. Also, my whole family got covid-19 since January. My Step-sister got covid again in November, Then, In 2023, My mom threatening to fire me for overslept schedule work. Over months later, I was started depressed again while I was making backgrounds but, no ending. Struggle to keep up my financial stuff, my parents paid every rent about over $2,000 in my states during California housing crisis, trying to doing good work for my job, paying too much car payments, and losing my money. I was struggle to keep up good grades in Community College but not too well and trying to transfer to University but too much failing grades in online computer, caused by covid pandemic. I slept too much, and sleep deprivation… :(
Covid-19 spreadings, too many lost lives, rise of anti-asian hate which it leads to hate me alot, climate change, too many pedos invading DeviantArt, too many trollers, ppl blocking me for no reason, too many natural disasters, Ukraine-Russia war, Israel-Hamas war leads to ppl blocking me for no reason…….
I made lots of mistake……………..
Everyone blocked me for no reason………….
I don’t deserve to live my states………
Everyone don’t care about me……….
I made a custom made backgrounds but, I tried :(
Please cancel my Wishlist gifts……….
I was planning to end my life by driving Wrong Way in Highway with over 100 mph to slam into Semi Truck without seatbelt and AEB or getting shot by police with fake airsoft guns at another city…………
I will skip every Holiday’s………..
I will skip celebrating New Year Celebration……..
It is no joke………….
I have to restart my life to stop the pain and fix my past where it done to my mistakes………
Plz comfort me…….. :(
Shane Park (OC) belongs to me :iconcreedyboy124:
My Little Pony belongs to Hasbro, and MLP FIM by Lauren Faust ©
I stopped making Wishlist to my friends or someone, because I was so much tired and heavily depressed in my entire life :(
I was joining DeviantArt 6 years, I use another account which I joined 3 years but, I never submit, because I was Afraid of toxicity people. Then, I submit first time since March this year and it was HUGE MISTAKE!!! I was become brony since 2014 but, I left in 2015 or 2016 before came back in Fall, 2020 which is terrible for my life. I was literary playing Minecraft and Roblox, it also I was fan of Disney stuff like Lion King or Bambi, going to Middle School and High School to finish homework stuff, which is huge mistake too in the past since 2016, but never become brony until 2020… I wasn’t using paint.net until 2021 which is not good, My life is already messed up right now.
Since COVID-19 Lockdown, impacts to my states, where I was heavily depressed since started 2020, school is turning into online school, no returning to in-person, I was depressed and trying to attempt suicide by January 1st, 2021 but I didn’t, before reopened in April, 2021 due to vaccination on the rise and case on decline, but, I graduated High School. Also driving permit in mid-2021, My mom is mad at me thinks that I was driving failure but, passed driver license in Oct 2021. Then, during my work, my mom as manager is still mad at me that act like yelling or something during 2022 year. Also, my whole family got covid-19 since January. My Step-sister got covid again in November, Then, In 2023, My mom threatening to fire me for overslept schedule work. Over months later, I was started depressed again while I was making backgrounds but, no ending. Struggle to keep up my financial stuff, my parents paid every rent about over $2,000 in my states during California housing crisis, trying to doing good work for my job, paying too much car payments, and losing my money. I was struggle to keep up good grades in Community College but not too well and trying to transfer to University but too much failing grades in online computer, caused by covid pandemic. I slept too much, and sleep deprivation… :(
Covid-19 spreadings, too many lost lives, rise of anti-asian hate which it leads to hate me alot, climate change, too many pedos invading DeviantArt, too many trollers, ppl blocking me for no reason, too many natural disasters, Ukraine-Russia war, Israel-Hamas war leads to ppl blocking me for no reason…….
I made lots of mistake……………..
Everyone blocked me for no reason………….
I don’t deserve to live my states………
Everyone don’t care about me……….
I made a custom made backgrounds but, I tried :(
Please cancel my Wishlist gifts……….
I was planning to end my life by driving Wrong Way in Highway with over 100 mph to slam into Semi Truck without seatbelt and AEB or getting shot by police with fake airsoft guns at another city…………
I will skip every Holiday’s………..
I will skip celebrating New Year Celebration……..
It is no joke………….
I have to restart my life to stop the pain and fix my past where it done to my mistakes………
Plz comfort me…….. :(
Shane Park (OC) belongs to me :iconcreedyboy124:
My Little Pony belongs to Hasbro, and MLP FIM by Lauren Faust ©
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