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Hello
I know you read here much mimimi but.. I want to let this out..
I am from Austria and now I want to live my live with my fiance in Switzerland..
I try it since two years..
But.. I dont get a job there and so I never can live there..
I could cry for hours.. but that all dont help.. I wrote many applications.. if I get a message back its a NO….
Some people say its maybe because I am a foreigners..
I only want to live my dream my live with my fiance in swizerland thats all.. but NO the live throw everytime bigger and bigger stones in my way or on me.. I dont know..
I got a completed apprenticeship and good grades (only one 3 in math else just 1 and 2).. (In austria 1 is the best and 5 ist the worst)
I know nobody here can help me with this.. but I fall in depressions I want to write it down maybe it helps a bit..
Its so sad.. only a job prevents me to live my live and get maybe someday a family and get married etc… only a job.. It gives so many they dont want to work but I want and I have to! I am forced by the law^^ I cant live there without anything, I have no right (until I work there for one year) to get money if I were unemployed (which I do not hope)
Well.. I dont know what I can do more.. I can german with and without dialekt but not the swiss dialekt (I try to learn) my english is.. well you read it.. not so good..
And now.. I dont know..
I dont know if someone read this here.. I know its a mimimi life sucks mimimimi but please If you dont like it please dont be rude in comments you can ignore it..
I know it gives more worst things in the world.. but I see my world and I want to get my live I want. With the future.. well.. anybody?! want?
To not live alone, to get a partner, maybe a wedding maybe childs etc….
Well.. thank you for the one who read this
Have a nice day
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