I have insecurities about my appearance since my childhood - I was bullied in school as «ugliest girl in the class». Later I went through toxic friendships and toxic romantic relationships that were feeding these insecurities by rude words, manipulations and gaslighting. My previous partner always was speaking about his ex girlfriends (really much) and I felt like he comparing me with em constantly. Of course, being in this relationship was big mistake of mine, but during short time we were together I’ve got enough damages to add to my self-image problems.

Since 2020 I start to deal with my eczema getting more severe and I spent all next years changing doctors, lying in hospitals, going on droppers, trying different treatment and diets in hope to get remission. All this led to nothing, sadly, and despite huge progress I made about self-image, I started to feel myself unattractive again and didn’t knew how someone can find my body attractive, seeing all this eczema spots and seeing me itching to blood.

It’s still amazes me a lot that I ended up being together with someone who genuinely didn’t mind it and finding me attractive despite all imperfections and conditions my body has. I still can’t fully believe it, but I’m so flattered yo hear that I’m beautiful 💖

Thank you, bassybefuddle
I love you 🥰