A Pair of Dragons

This was something I started back when I was setting up my new computer. It was just supposed to be a little doodle to ensure that my Photoshop was working and the computer performed adequately. Somehow it became this. Probably took about 45 hours. It should have taken me half that but it’s starting to get really difficult to paint. I can’t focus on details. Sharp lines and letters seem to vibrate or something. Five specialists, several of which I have been to multiple times, none of them know what’s wrong with me. They all have something different and equally fucktarded to say. I swear, doctors in Florida must scoop their medical degrees out of cereal boxes. When the hell is it ok for a doctor to say “you have a neurological disorder” but then not give an actual diagnosis, not order any tests, and not ask for follow ups? I mean, it’s like “oh, you have a debilitating disorder that may alter the rest of your life.” Wanders away to water the plants. Fucking asshole.

I’m hoping my new glasses will work out but I’m not holding my breath. It’s been a full day and I still can’t focus. I still can’t paint and reading is a nightmare. Even typing this has taken me 15 minutes longer than it should have.