Maybe I should...
My anxiety has been difficult. Plus spiritually I am a little lost. I been making some foolish decisions to give into anger way too quickly.
I don't think leaving furbooru or derpibooru is entirely necessary. I just think taking time to meditate on scripture will settle my emotions.
I do apologize for the trouble I been causing. Perhaps in July I will be back on track. Many thanks to the mods and admins. You guys do an incredible job.