Ciaran 
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Draw or die
[@Elly Catfox](/forums/dis/topics/vent-thread?post_id=36239#post_36239)
I'm glad you're in a better space.
And ... Yeah, when your reasonable options include dying, there is a lot of power in what you can do instead.
Just think of every time James T. Kirk got in a situation were death was in the cards. Shit done got real.
For me, it meant 18 months of homelessness. But it really helped. To be honest, when I was homeless was some of the happiest times I've had in my life. I'm glad I'm not there any more, but I keep trying to remember the lessons I learned back then.
I'm glad you're in a better space.
And ... Yeah, when your reasonable options include dying, there is a lot of power in what you can do instead.
For me, it meant 18 months of homelessness. But it really helped. To be honest, when I was homeless was some of the happiest times I've had in my life. I'm glad I'm not there any more, but I keep trying to remember the lessons I learned back then.