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[@Ciaran](/forums/dis/topics/vent-thread?post_id=36236#post_36236)
You're a beautiful person.
I want you to know that you are the person who put the idea in my head to do exactly that. I took a chance and moved here, sonmewhere better, 3 1/2 months ago, because your suggestion stuck in my head after you told me. I kept mulling it over, especially after I felt so bad since I lashed out at you.
Even though I panicked first and, out of fear, lashed out at you. I still regret and feel bad about that every time I see you.
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For his sake.
You're a beautiful person.
I want you to know that you are the person who put the idea in my head to do exactly that. I took a chance and moved here, so
Even though I panicked first and, out of fear, lashed out at you. I still regret and feel bad about that every time I see you.
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For his sake.