When you communicate with demons and do DIY spells as I do, it's important to keep yourself protected. You can do so by choosing powerful spiritual allies. Jesus is a great choice! He can fill your soul with the Holy Spirit, which will give you energy. His blood can be drank to help heal and protect your insides - it was one of the first things I did when I realized I was in for a severe bout of food poisoning. He is always forgiving, so if you've turned your back on him in the past, he will forgive you if you'd like to be his friend again >^_^<
It's important to stress that you should try to get to know Jesus himself. Fundamentalist Christians unfortunately twist his words and go against his teachings all too often. You have to shed your pre-concieved notions about mainstream Christianity and focus on Jesus himself, what he said, and what he stands for. There is, unfortunately, a lot of deception out there when it comes to Christianity, but there are still good churches and true Christians. They can be difficult to spot, but they're out there >^_^< My grandmother was one of them, and currently resides in a good place in heaven.
One night, I found an old hopscotch instructions and marker my grandmother had made (yes, hopscotch has rules and is supposed to be played with a place marker - Grandma's were made from beads). They were from when my grandma worked as an aide at my first elementary school. Having walked through the school one evening some years prior, and knowing her hopscotch squares had been painted on the asphalt, I headed to the school with the intent to play. However, the school has changed over the years, likely due to covid and increased worry about school shootings. There was no way for me to get in, and the fence had a tarp attached to it, so I couldn't even see in. This is good, so that the children may be protected, but I was still distraught. Then, I finally found a gap in the tarp, and what should be visible, but a hopscotch squares. Still unable to actually play, I played "Welcome to the Black Parade" on my iPod as I stood outside the fence and had a cry. I proceeded to go for a walk, whereupon I came upon a sign on the ground that said "Believe". It was around Halloweentime, and the lack of decorated houses in that neighbourhood stood out to me. Then, I finally happened upon a house that was decorated, with skulls and a rainbow light. As I listened to Jesus of Suburbia, I realized that was a sign that someone always did and still does believe in me. My grandma ::3
Jesus doesn't like it when religious places preach falsehoods. That extends to medical facilities being unhelpful - idk if you noticed but, a good medical building might be closer to holiness than the majority of churches.
How to be Christlike in the modern age: [Jesus of Suburbia](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lPLvBO_2Gn0)
The first Jesus of Suburbia: [Sid Vicious](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rDyb_alTkMQ)
Gerard Way covering My Way: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9PrNEj2NhnU
Songs by true Christians:
Johnny Cash: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oDd32K-mOVw
M.I.A: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ewRjZoRtu0Y
Marilyn Manson: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rl6fyhZ0G5E