Introvert  
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being an introvert is not wanting to be around people and crowds for extended periods of time, and not needing large groups of friends, but still craving companionship and social interaction with a few close friends.
 
except sometimes your few close friends are not available and you realize you don’t have as many friends to turn to when you feel lonely  
but then you also realize you haven’t needed to make any new friends for a while, so you’ve forgotten how to
 
and then you end up alone a lot
 

 
im kind of down to only 1 roommate now and they’re at work a lot and i find myself feeling lonesome a lot but i cant seem to make any new friends in this city to keep me company because im so picky with who i hang with and online friends can only do so much so i just sit at home by myself or run errands alone and its really bumming me out that i only have like 1 friend irl