Vent Thread

The following vent is mildly political, so my bad in advance:

I don’t see much point in voting when #1 I don’t even live in a swing state, and #2 when all elections are ultimately between a giant douche and a turd sandwich.

@ᎶㄖҜㄩ 乃ㄥ卂匚Ҝ
No they aren’t. They’re between two massive political organizations, with thousands or even hundreds of thousands of people, each working for very different goals.

It’s not just the person on top. It’s the judges and the clerks and the inspectors and the roads and the schools and (waves hand) almost all of your normal day, right down to the safety of the food you eat.

Yeah, both parties are remarkably the same in the USA. But only one of them thinks meat packing plants and bridges should be inspected every few years, and one of them doesn’t believe non petroleum based power plants should exist while the other is pushing to modernize the electrical grid. And if you want to “get political” look at the SCOTUS and tell me it doesn’t matter who wins in November.

/vent

@Ciaran
All of this political shenanigans is just tiring, I don’t like either sides of the spectrum.

@ChickPea
Agreed

I wish my tits didn’t get all small and saggy when I was homeless and off hormones. :(

@Elly Catfox
What happened to you?

Do mustaches cause boogers?

Being Mexican can suck, I need barbacoa and cilantro.

@ChickPea
Thanks for asking. It’s a lot. Many years of abuse and bullshit. I’m trying to get my life going again tho.

Sorry to vent right on top of somebody else…but I must get something off my chest. I have been seeing a group of loved ones recently, like I really love them, but there is one simple thing. They say they love me back, but I don’t feel loved because actions speak louder than words…all they do is say, not do. I’ve seem been seeing them through rose-colored glasses and now, I’m starting to see them for what they really are. Backstabbers. They have yet to prove me wrong. It hurts because I really thought they were gonna be the ones I spent the rest of my life with. However, this doesn’t seem like it will be the case. I really want to believe in them, but lately, they’re making it really hard to even talk with them. Where’s the love, the spark? I guess I have to finally accept the fact that every time, I’m destined to fail. The end is near? Five years? You kidding? No? Well it is what it is because at the end of the day, I’m alone…I find this hard to be okay with, but there is nothing I can do about it. Maybe I’ll just punish myself again…thinking about bad stuff. I’d rather feel pain than nothing at all…physically or mentally.

What was the name of that Japanese soap opera in California with the beefy wanker in a blue get-up? We don’t get those channels in Texas.

Estudio 62 was another good show, that was pretty wild.

@Elly Catfox
What’s your plan today?

@ᎶㄖҜㄩ 乃ㄥ卂匚Ҝ
Based

Being sober might actually kill me, my blood clots are flaring up and my body temperature has dropped.

Destroyed myself in the gym today, I’d done four splits, shoulders, arms, chest and back. I was unable to finish the rest and decided to throw in the towel.

@𝕭𝖆𝖉𝖍𝖊𝖆𝖗𝖙
You’re supposed to taper it off. Cold turkey is stupid, no offense dear.

@ChickPea
Um… It’s a lot but basically I wanna move out to live with my girlfriend, save as much money as I can in the meantime, and keep making friends in the meantime.

@Elly Catfox
I wish you the best luck, be comfortable in life.

@Elly Catfox
I ran out of money.

Again, I am here…tired…I have really been struggling emotionally lately and my body is physically exhausted for an unknown reason. I can drink and drink and drink and drink but nothing quenches my thirst. Nothing I do matters for anybody else and at the end of the day, if I got nobody, I can only depend on myself. After all…if you can’t trust anybody, you can only trust yourself. I am fooling myself romantically…why do I even keep trying when all I get is heartache? There is no point…no point in anything…I’m too tired to care about me anymore…there is nothing left…

@𝕭𝖆𝖉𝖍𝖊𝖆𝖗𝖙
Got some old pizza boxes and a Sharpie? You could make a quick buck begging off the freeway exit.

@ᎶㄖҜㄩ 乃ㄥ卂匚Ҝ
You continue to insult me, I have family to feed and bills to pay.

Nonetheless, do be aware of survival in a place such as Vegas.

Two members in my family are dead, one died during the funeral. I already cried once before but never feel that raw emotion again since I put grief in chains and I only let acceptance come through, despite I saw the faces of others, almost let tears fall. I let apathy extinguish my anguish. I’m just tired to even mourn and know what death is.

@𝕭𝖆𝖉𝖍𝖊𝖆𝖗𝖙
I didn’t mean that as an insult. I’m just trying to look out for ya as a fellow poor person.
I guess I keep forgetting that some people don’t like panhandling.

@ᎶㄖҜㄩ 乃ㄥ卂匚Ҝ
I can always get into advertising if all else fails.

Chronic isolation and lack of purpose are literally killing me. Going outside and working out doesn’t fix it either. I need more support than anyone is willing or able to give. I’m angry and upset at the system and the world and want nothing to do with like 95% of people and I don’t know how to change that.

I’m afraid I’ll snap and kill myself or something else drastic one of these days. 😢