Some assholes yelled “fucking faggot” out their window as they drove by the other day and I pulled out my knife and screamed, “Say that shit again. Call me a faggot one more fucking time, see what fucking happens!” Then they drove off. I kept screaming it several times before putting it away. Got swarmed with cops like 2 minutes later, said they got 3 calls about somebody waving a knife around all at once. I exercised my fifth amendment rights- they aint got shit on me- and I left.
Tired of this shit.
Went by the local republican office last night at 3 AM. I’ve wanted to molotov it over the years, but I’ve reformed- I won’t hesitate to defend and maybe some minor vandalism if people need a few reminders that they’re not going to erase us, but I’m not gonna promote or commit an offensive burning. I was going to finally do something tho, paint “Trans rights are human rights” on the door. But downtown these days is just swarming with cops 24/7. Probably didn’t help I was dressing anonymously as a man- tactical, all black, tactical police pants (always use the tools of your oppressors against them), baseball cap, long sleeves, facemask, running boots. I know when I’m being watched. They had eyes on me a minute after I left the apt. Complex. Didn’t start giving me some space til I went down to the park and started faking like I was praying on a park bench. (Christians are easily fooled- use this against them.)
Then I actualy got into it, for what it was worth, and prayed “If there is a God, please let us all be safe and get through this and get people to leave us the hell alone.”
Then I painted “love wins” on the sidewalk, walked home, and went to sleep.
I just want to be safe and loved… I got the second part now I think… nobody is gonna have the first part tho anymore… best we can do is keep prepping. Been at it 6 years, at least I got a good head start… ♡ :)